Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Black Friday

Daniel's finally sent me the pictures but what the hell there are like so few of them I wished my camera's still in perfect working condition I'd definitely have like 20 times more the number of pictures he took. Arghh...nevertheless, here's some of the pictures taken from the tequila shots challenge on that dark black Friday night in Double O bar.

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Weirenn and me were the 1st ones to get started....

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Lyon & Kenneth

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Ethan & Ricky

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It was funny, that was my virgin night at Double O and it was already kind of a bad experience thanks to stupid stucked up bouncers who refuse me entry and showed me some 'beat-me-lah' face. All because most of my friends were like wasted and they assumed I'm one of them. Truly idiotic but they finally let me in after some pointless discussion.

Just when I thought my night was gonna end straight after Dbl O, I found myself at some KTV pub called 'ColorZone' with some of the others. It was like the first time since donkey years ago that I stepped into such a place. That was when I saw her there and everything started going wrong. She was crying non stop and then typed this into her phone and showed me.

"I did u wrong when we were still together"

I didn't knew whether to push her away of continue holding her at that moment. My mind was like in a total blank. But I couldn't possibly push a sobbering girl away, could I? The next 2 hours or so were chaotic, I got so angry I almost lost it and smashed the chair at the bus stop. I ended up seeking 'refuge' at Serene's place and having to trouble her for putting up with me when she herself was sick. Thanks, I appreciated it.

My love for her evaporated that night. I've firmly placed everything behind me. At least now I've got a very clear idea what I want or seek in a girlfriend and relationship. What I want is a woman, not a girl. Closing this chapter in my life, I'm moving on and nothing's gonna stop me from moving ahead. I may sound like a jerk for not giving a damn to the whole thing but the truth is that one should always look ahead and when one door closes, another one opens up. I just don't wanna miss the next boat or arrive too late when the new door's just closed.

posted by mango at 2:42 PM 0 Bitchings
Monday, February 26, 2007
1 Night of madness

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Believe me, I really wanted to blog earlier, but I've grown tired of waiting for the 'mind blowing ' pictures of Friday's drinking challenge at Double O bar. So I decided I would just blog without pictures for now. I will just skip the events of last Friday and jump straight to Saturday instead. Lets just assume Friday was fine for me but majority of the rest were either high or wasted. Lots of things happened that night as well, black Friday I would call it. Will talk about it together with the pictures tomorrow.

Saturday, what about Saturday? It was going to be just another normal night of bar-hopping, chilling and some boozing with SzeWei at clarke quay. We first hit Brewkerz Bar to watch my Liverpool game on the TV. I had a pint of 'Indian Ale' after which I hit the bowels (toilet) non stop, this beer was good except that it didn't seem to go well with the appetizing dinner I had with Carol at Sushi Tei, I guess Beer/Ale just dont go well with beef. I said so because I ate alot of beef there, including a heavenly-like Steak Sushi.

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Everything seem fine after hitting the toilet for quite sometime. We ended up going to central mall to look for Qi. That girl was walking like a swaying coconut tree and its was like so dangerous especially with those heels she's wearing, wat if she tripped & fell? Thank god nothing of such happened and we made it back to Mos.

We spent a difficult period of time looking for a table to place our drinks before finally settling down in the sofa area of the Smoove R&B members' area. We drank all sorts of stuff there, tequila shots, some 'stolen' chivas without mixture, white wine, whiskey dry and others. I was dead sure I was still okie by then. It was when we decided out of boredroom that we'd make people drunk that everything started going horribly wrong, for me of course. Lets just summarize everything up in 1 sentence that Qi blasted to me the day after.

"If u wanna make them drunk and screw them, do u think u have the capabilities? What do u think u are trying to do with your one man show?"

I had intentions of drunking everyone I saw, but I had no intentions of screwing anyone. Certain things Iko said on Friday night came back to my mind and out of rashness, I challenged them drinking even more mixes. I couldnt recall what they gave me, but I recalled drinking Baileys neat, without any mixers. What happen after that was all a blur. For the first time in my life I couldn't recall what actually happened. I had no idea how I got out of the club or who sent me home. I only recalled throwing up like an idiot outside. I have never threw up so badly before, not even during my last wasted moment at Zouk some 3 - 4 years ago. It was only when I was sober the next day did i realized it was due to insufficient food in my stomach to digest those alcohol. I had afterall shitted everything out after drinking the Indian Ale earlier didn't I?

I had always talked and laugh about how people who got wasted are so bad at controlling their limits and now I was one of them.

When I woke up at 11am the next morning, I was filled with pain, cramps and a painful head that seem to last longer than the great wall of China. There wasn't anyone at home and to my horror, I was still in those fucking smelly and disgusting same clothes I wore the previous night. Immediately I changed my clothes and tried finding someone who could take me to the hospital. The pain was unbearable, I felt like there was some creatures tearing my stomach apart inside. Out of thirst, I drank a Yakut and end up throwing up again.

Eventually, Kelvin, Alvin and Elmo came over and drove me to Alexandra hospital. I'd always be grateful to them for this piece of kindess and help. Thats what friends are for I guess. I found myself back at the same Emergency ward like 5 months ago when I broke my pinky finger. They rehydrate my entire body, injected alot of 'god know what' chemical substance into me, making me drowsy and feeling like my entire body's breaking down.

Laying on the bed for almost 4 hours, I finally felt the effects of all those injections and medicine. I ran straight away to the toilet and let out everything. It was disgusting and horrible, thats all I will say. Don't wish to spoil any appetite out there.

Alcohol poisoning and acute gastritis, they diagnosed me with that and gave me 3 days MC which was the only bright spot in what were to be a painful and miserable experience. I was able to discharge as an outpatient and made my way home myself. From the moment I went home right until now, I could still feel all the side effects, restless, split headaches and a very numb body.

Thanks to everyone who'd expressed their care and concern, everything's better now and I'd have to stay away from alcohol for 1 week and avoid mixing my drinks for another. It's a painful experience I won't forget, I knew where I went wrong. I knew why despite drinking more mixes on friday, I didn't threw up or anything. The difference was that I drank with a full stomach on Friday and an empty one on Saturday.

I still do not think I'm a bad drinker, actually everyone's a bad drinker because no matter what, everyone will get drunk if they keep drinking more. A good drinker, I believe is one who's able to hold his liquor well and know his limits.
posted by mango at 5:40 PM 0 Bitchings
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
How Embarrassing

Chinese new year this year was really bad. For the first time for as long as I can remember, we didn't went to 'bai nian' as a family as my brother was ill after the eve of cny. Hence, mom stayed back to look after him on day 1 while my dad, sister and myself went ahead to my grandma's place at Tampines. Nothing much there though, as usual but it seem wierd that there were only3 of us on the journey there instead of the usual 5 heads.

I caught the show 'Just follow Law' with Qiqi after dinner @ PS, its hard to get a good seat or even book tickets for movies during cny as I subsequently found out. But it was still worth it as I haven saw such a hilarious movie for quite sometime. I must say for the 1st time, a local movie actually impressed me especially Fann Wong acting and behaving like a guy. Ha, had a gd laugh all the way. Good, gooder, goodest!

Second day of cny was the opposite of the first day, this time my dad stayed back to look after my bro so its my mom, sis and myself who went to my aunt's place. Feels wierd again and I spent the entire afternoon, apart from dinner; surfing net and msn-ing in my cousin's room. Its' so angonising being unable to get out knowing everyone's not available. I ended up leaving at 7.30 and heading down to MOS for the shodown party.

I really embarrassed myself and tanished all my image and reputation that night. They were opening red wine like free flow and drinking so fast when it should be done slowly. I drank as much myself and after 2 or 3 hrs or something, my head started to hurt badly. That was when i sort of lost my soul and submit it to the 'drunken lord'! Ended up having Frederick, Dexter, Ricky and Amy as well as others taking turns to drag me outta the club.

They didn't drag actually, I could still walk and knew whats going on, I wasn't drunk but my head's like having a lump inside and hurting badly. I ended up stumbling upon chairs and felling down afew times at the MacDonalds' outlet in front of so many people that I knew or knew who I was that when I thought about it as I got home, I felt like shooting myself at point blank. The usually reserved, quiet and cool drinker Mango's gone bonkers and anyone who saw me would have thought I got wasted very badly. I'm thankful for those who helped me that night, thanks guys.

Still, when I got home the pain refused to go away but out of tiredness, I fell asleep instantly but awoke 2 hrs or something later on to even greater pain in my head. Strangely I didn't felt any hangover but the pain was getting bad. So for the first time, I tried something - drink some soy sauce to cure the pain. It was salty like hell but it did help in reducing the pain a little. I'm going to earn my repuatation back this Friday during the tequila shots drinking challenge at double O. Damn!

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This is my youngest couisn, cute and smart haha!

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I can't imagine I used to play catching or hide and seek here when we were all young...

So many things happened recently that cny lost its usual excitement, I'm glad for once everything's settled. I felt both sadness and joy at the ending of the relationship. Sadness because I lost a really nice girl, joy because I knew we will both be happier for now at least.

"You were right, we rushed in too soon. A moment of love estacy got us into this tank called 'love'. In some ways, we were not what each other wanted, but we refused to let go. Hence, we suffocated and left each other breathless in the tank. We started at a bridge and parted at one as well. The memories will always stay with me, sorry I've been unfair to u."

Through this relationship, I realized how much myself and my expectations have changed. This failure is a form of feedback for me, I've no regrets whatsoever, whats done's done. Take it as form of feedback, know where I went wrong and move on. I know people are gonna say "wah so fast break again"...but if u don't know the truths the don't bother commenting and its not like I've 80 ex gfs, just 8.

Its a pity really, I found the right characteristic in a gf I always wanted but other areas were not. Nobody's perfect, every relationship has their flaws as well. Its just a pity we didn't gave each other longer to find the solution.

I really feel Guess watches are a jinx now, both times I bought one for my gf, both times the relationship ended soon after.
posted by mango at 6:30 AM 0 Bitchings
Monday, February 19, 2007
All to lose...

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭


爱我却不能给你我全部
posted by mango at 2:53 AM 0 Bitchings
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Happy Piggy New Year!

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It may be the year of the PIG, my year but then there's the excitement factor lacking. I don't seem to get excited or anything. There are too many problems off field, I'm just looking forward to these 3 days as a form of holiday break from work.

Cleaning my entire room at the 11th hour was really tiring, a small tiny room like mine could be so difficult to clearn, so many things to clean haha. And as usual, the flu came today like it always does during the previous CNY 1st days. I suspect it must be he r.dinner i ate yesterday. Must be the roast duck haha and speaking of r.dinner, this year's was quiet and wierd as it was the first time we ate as a family. I mean without my uncles or aunties. Just the 5 of us, simple dinner.

So yeah, happy new year everyone, may u guys stay in the pink of health!

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posted by mango at 11:24 AM 0 Bitchings
Friday, February 16, 2007
Check this out!

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What r u waiting for? Contact me!
posted by mango at 5:18 PM 0 Bitchings
Thursday, February 15, 2007
And so it passes just like that

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Sometimes I wonder if people do make too big a fuss out of this special day every year known as St Valentine's day? I've never failed to hear the whines about having no date, being single, being lonely, miserable and all sorts of moans and whines. It seem that there are more singles than couples around and does it really mean that being single u've got to be lonely and dateless? Instead of whinning I figure out they could have done their poor heart some good by getting a date, it doesn't have to be some grand stuffs or something, just a simple affair or dinner will do isn't it? At least its better than being negative and whinning non stop!

To be honest I myself was a whinner myself in the past, but definitely not as bad as some people. I don't really give it a damn, its just a passing negative feeling to me.

I vividly remembered once during Vday I wanted to date this girl known as Jane whom I liked for quite sometime. But I never gathered enough courage to speak to her and so I ended up at home playing computer games after school that day. I was in secondary school then. So you see, there is this thing call choice.

Anyway this year's Vday was a plainly simply affair consisting of a dinner, a stroll, and watching a movie @ vivo city. I gave her a watch as a gift, I knew she'd always wanted one with all the pictures she posted on her blog and the way she grazes at watches when we went out sometimes. Managed to find this gold color Guess G-Mix watch. Thankfully dear seem to like it. Dear gave me a shirt from Domachi which fits me inch perfectly.

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We had dinner at secret recipe before watching the show 'Twins Mission', I wanted to watch the beautiful Twins Gillan Cheung & Charlene Choi but ended up watching the show in patches thanks to my sleepy head which kept falling asleep. We went home after that as I have to be back in office at 8am today.

Yeap, so it passes just like that, my simple st valentine's.

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posted by mango at 8:02 PM 0 Bitchings
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Age is just a number

There seem to have a 'sian' factor associated with CNY this year. I don't seem to get excited about it other than I dont have to go back to office for 2 days. Thus, shopping starts rather late again this year, I don't think I'd be shopping much this year but anyway, I got a Guess Vintage shirt and my long wanted Pedro pointed leather shoes. Vintage shall be the theme this year! The stuffs are alot nicer than they seem in the pictures though, esp the design/pattern on the shirt which is hardly visible. Costs a cool $150 but worth every penny, as for the shoe its a bargain at $123.

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Now it seem to certain people that age seem to matter a great deal. I would like to say to them: "give me some theoric reasons or explaination" in that line. What's with age uh? Although everyone grows with age, not everyone grows at the same speed.

Its' not complicated at all. Its as simple as saying "a 27 year old fella can behave and think like a 17 year old" whereas a 18 year old could mature and think like that of a 28 year old. You don't have to be 28 to think or behave like one afterall. But unfortunately I seem to come across too many people who seem to think that their age matters a big fucking deal. I'm 27 so everything I say is fucking right, I know fucking every single detail in this world.

It's the most absurd thing I ever heard aside from maybe someone telling me Bill Gates couldn't afford to buy a computer.

Age is just a number to me, and there isn't much truth in the saying that girls mature faster than guys as well. There are always all kind of people, mature and immature ones. It's just unfortunate that I always have to meet those immature ones.

Oh and this is a picture of the Aseasn Championship which S'pore won in 1998, 2005 and 2o07. Snapped it at st james power station 2 weeks ago :D

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posted by mango at 10:59 PM 0 Bitchings
Lazy Post

I'm entitling this entry 'lazy post' coz I'm not gonna write more than a paragrapgh. Too lazy and don't have much to blog about either. Ok it should be "too lazy to think of anything to blog about". I bumped into Dawn Yang inside the members area in MOS last night. Now I understood why people've been saying she looks fake. Still I see guys all rounding up on her like some celebrity. Ok here are the pictures taken during the 'Hey Sugar' party organized by whosgoing.sg on Wednesday. Enjoy it yeah :)

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whosgoing members queuing for their tags

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Jam packed smoove

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Team fCukIt's virgin gathering

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New year came early for us...we had Bak Kua!

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Lyon & Me

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with dear, nana & lifeng

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Pall Mall room

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Team DK4...they sucks haha

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Wrestling? -_-

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Me, Daniel & kenneth the extra

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Darling & me

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nice pose, if only they really drink it haha

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no comments on this haha

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this too....

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I finally met melmel again after like 4-5 years

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Chrysilla & me

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Alvin's acting cool -_-

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Ricky & me

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Meihui...

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Gabriel...

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fcukers...

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fion...

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madness....

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Mos - my all time fav club :)
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