Monday, April 30, 2007
Men & Women
Men :
Men :
- All men are extremely busy....Coz they have to act busy...
- Although they are so busy, they still have time for women....Coz women can help them to relieve stress...
- Although they have time for women, they don't really care for them....Coz they don't really love them...
- Although they don't really care for them, they always have 1 around them....Coz its good to have 1 to show off...
- Although they always have 1 around them, they always try their luck with others....Coz this is their nature, man likes to 'fish'...
- Although they always try their luck with others, they get really pissed if the woman leaves them....Coz they feel no face...
- Although they get really pissed off if the woman leaves them, they still don't learn from their mistakes and still try their luck with others....Coz they thought they can get a better, bigger fish!
Women :
- The most important thing for a women is financial security....Coz man is not important to them anymore...
- Although financial security is so important, they still go out and buy expensive clothes and stuffs....Coz they can help to boost the economic...
- Although they always go out and buy expensive clothes, they still say that they don't have enough clothes....Coz they haven't bought the most expensive ones yet...
- Although they still say they don't have enough clothes, they always dress beautifully to attract men....Coz women are borned to attract men to 'generate' humans...
- Although they always dress beautifully to attract you, men hardly care....Coz men only care about what is beneath the dress...
- Although Men hardly care , women still expect men to compliment them....Coz if they don't it means they have to discard the dress and buy another one...
- Although they still expect men to compliment them, and when men do, they don't believe the complitment....Coz men only complitment the body and not the dress!
posted by mango at 10:07 AM
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Monday, April 23, 2007
I feel clearer
Force myself to sleep with the help of sleeping pills last night. Staying awake will simply drive my already overworked mind into insanity. I woke up at 5.10am, feeling fresher, having the urge to jog. I just don't wanna spend time sitting down in front of the computer and allow those intoxicated thoughts to run amok again. A glass of plain water later I'm down my block running into the morning. The threadmill in the gym aside, it's been quite sometime I went jogging down under my block. I feel my legs slowly tiring out the longer and faster I went. But it felt good, it felt good without having a second to think about anything. I just had to carry on running, and carry on I did for 3 big and long rounds around my neighbourhood.
The running did me the whole world of good. I feel calmer, I feel the depressing demons slowly vanishing. Thinking of it, I realize it must have been years, at least 3 years since I felt so depressed with my love life. Since the days of Jessie, I haven't been so miserable. But unlike the previous times, I don't see myself sinking deeper anymore. Much as I would sink, I would pull myself up. This is not the end of the world. As depressed as I am, I will be back after some time. I just need sometime alone and out. I don't need words of comfort or questions of my siutation. Not that I don't appreciate the kindess, just that it's tiring answering the same questions over and over again.
I feel like I'm going to go through another change again. A change of what I don't know, but I feel I've alot to prove to people. I feel so fired up inside despite all the sadness. At least I'm now heading to office in a much better state than last night.
Force myself to sleep with the help of sleeping pills last night. Staying awake will simply drive my already overworked mind into insanity. I woke up at 5.10am, feeling fresher, having the urge to jog. I just don't wanna spend time sitting down in front of the computer and allow those intoxicated thoughts to run amok again. A glass of plain water later I'm down my block running into the morning. The threadmill in the gym aside, it's been quite sometime I went jogging down under my block. I feel my legs slowly tiring out the longer and faster I went. But it felt good, it felt good without having a second to think about anything. I just had to carry on running, and carry on I did for 3 big and long rounds around my neighbourhood.
The running did me the whole world of good. I feel calmer, I feel the depressing demons slowly vanishing. Thinking of it, I realize it must have been years, at least 3 years since I felt so depressed with my love life. Since the days of Jessie, I haven't been so miserable. But unlike the previous times, I don't see myself sinking deeper anymore. Much as I would sink, I would pull myself up. This is not the end of the world. As depressed as I am, I will be back after some time. I just need sometime alone and out. I don't need words of comfort or questions of my siutation. Not that I don't appreciate the kindess, just that it's tiring answering the same questions over and over again.
I feel like I'm going to go through another change again. A change of what I don't know, but I feel I've alot to prove to people. I feel so fired up inside despite all the sadness. At least I'm now heading to office in a much better state than last night.
posted by mango at 7:02 AM
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
A dark patch
I'm back to boozing again. This is after all my kind of life, the kind I'm used to. I'm not destroying my body in any ways, I do more healthy activities and suffs than what I drink. But u know, I just love drinking, so welcome back my dear Martel, Chivas & Whiskeys.
I'm going through a very rough patch in my life where no matter what I do nothing seem to succeed. My social life is pathetic, my ns life is hell, family ties are losing grip and my love life is a mess. I feel this picture of my desk currently sums up my love life....a total mess!
No I didn't arrange it on purpose to make it look messy, it's just u know bit by bit, one object after another they came lying on the desk and before u know it, it's in a mess. I feel myself withdrawing from everyone now. I just want to be left alone, afterall the people who could make a difference wouldn't bother.
There are always positives in every negative siutations but at this point, I can't see any of it. All I see is negatives and more negatives. Sometimes I wonder how could people be so insensitive to other's feelings. Maybe I should start doing the same.
It's 7pm now on a Sunday and I really dread it, totally. I dread having to go to work tomorrow in such a state. I will either flare up easily or pull a black long face all day long. I'm going to take leave on Thursday and Friday, I need a break badly. Human beings and their cold bloodied hearts are killing me slowly and tenderly. I'm too tired to bother about anything now, I shall just shut off from everyone for now.
Love kills me off, I'm too afraid to fall again.
I'm back to boozing again. This is after all my kind of life, the kind I'm used to. I'm not destroying my body in any ways, I do more healthy activities and suffs than what I drink. But u know, I just love drinking, so welcome back my dear Martel, Chivas & Whiskeys.
I'm going through a very rough patch in my life where no matter what I do nothing seem to succeed. My social life is pathetic, my ns life is hell, family ties are losing grip and my love life is a mess. I feel this picture of my desk currently sums up my love life....a total mess!
No I didn't arrange it on purpose to make it look messy, it's just u know bit by bit, one object after another they came lying on the desk and before u know it, it's in a mess. I feel myself withdrawing from everyone now. I just want to be left alone, afterall the people who could make a difference wouldn't bother.
There are always positives in every negative siutations but at this point, I can't see any of it. All I see is negatives and more negatives. Sometimes I wonder how could people be so insensitive to other's feelings. Maybe I should start doing the same.
It's 7pm now on a Sunday and I really dread it, totally. I dread having to go to work tomorrow in such a state. I will either flare up easily or pull a black long face all day long. I'm going to take leave on Thursday and Friday, I need a break badly. Human beings and their cold bloodied hearts are killing me slowly and tenderly. I'm too tired to bother about anything now, I shall just shut off from everyone for now.
Love kills me off, I'm too afraid to fall again.
posted by mango at 6:42 PM
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Loving you is so painful
If it doesn't hurts, it isn't love. As I walk down the sunset, images of you fill the skies. I wish we had never met. I wish I'd never knew the world could be so beautiful with u in yet. Yet I can't have you.
Everytime our eyes met, I longed to hold u in my arms, to make you mine. I could give you all the happiness in the world. Braving through a storm with you, sharing your happiest moments, I would gladly do them all. How much I yearn to hold your hands, how much I meant to me, you'll never imagine.
Alas...
You never cast an eye on me. In the mist of all my tears, you're the reason that kept me going. Because the reason is you, waiting will be happy enough. I know the love I gave may never be returned, but with love as my only reason, I'm happy enough.
Loving someone is wonderful, being loved by that person is eternal bliss. This I could only imagine in my wildest dream. I know one day, there will be a hand that fit into yours, and I know it won't be mine. You could never imagine how depressing the thought of it is. You could never understand how deep the dagger's gonna be pushed into my heart.
Yet respite everything, I choose to be a fool and love you. I choose to be the fool who would be there for you. That the reason is you is really enough for me. I never asked for much, all I want is to spent my lifetime loving you. If that's all in life I ever do, I will want nothing else.
Loving you is so painful, knowing that you're there in front of me and yet I couldn't even hold you dear, that you're not mine.......is such piercing my heart wide open.
You will never believe, never believe how I could love u so much in such a short space of time. You will never imagine how you never leave my mind each day. Maybe I'm just a bad lover who couldn't convince you. Seeing you smile makes my day, knowing that you're not mine breaks my heart.
posted by mango at 7:19 AM
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Friday, April 20, 2007
I'm a lonely and boring person
Both the bitch and the other officers are out and after contemplating hard I decide I should stay on and leave only when its closer to 5pm. Didn't wanna risk it even though it's so fucking boring here and even with msn it didn't seem to get any better. So I decided to do what I know best - writing a blog!
It's so demoralising to know u have like over 150 friends on ur msn list and hardly able to get anyone to start a decent conversation with or keep a conversation going. I find it hard to answer people when they say something like: "ask ur friends to go out with u loh, u have alot of friends right?".
While it's true I do have alot of friends, it's not right to say I can easily get someone to chat with me or even go out with me. It's so damn hard at times it's hard to believe for many people of there. I guess people see me as the kind of person who is averagely (does such a word exist?) popular and always surrounded by people. True it may be but accquitances and close friends represents a totally different meaning altogether. I guess people failed to realize this.
Getting back to the conversation topic, I feel I'm quite a boring person who often talk, do or ask the same stuffs. Maybe this is why I often couldn't keep a conversation going. But its really wierd, sometimes I find I could talk for hours with people but other times I simply ran out of words to say and worst still I didn't even feel like thinking of what to say to spice up the conversation.
I admit I'm not a good talker like some, don't have a sense of humour, I'm always dull and boring. Maybe that's why I don't attract the hottest girls, they like guys who can talk really well isn't it. I'm actually quite a creative person I feel but when it comes to talking I just ran out of topics or ideas. I can't change this aspect of me either, u can't change something u're borned with right? I can't possibly wake up the next day and suddenly able to entertain a crowd. So I guess I've to live with what I have, the most I could do is to improvise it.
Sometimes, like today I feel extremely bored and loneliness certainly creep in. You feel like sms-ing someone but u have no idea who to sms and what to sms. You feel like chatting with someone but scrolling through ur msn list, u realized there ain't anyone u could talk to. You feel like going out to shop or just hang around but u know no matter who u ask ur gonna get "NO" slammed right up your face.
Reality is harsh but people just don't realize how harsh it can be.
Both the bitch and the other officers are out and after contemplating hard I decide I should stay on and leave only when its closer to 5pm. Didn't wanna risk it even though it's so fucking boring here and even with msn it didn't seem to get any better. So I decided to do what I know best - writing a blog!
It's so demoralising to know u have like over 150 friends on ur msn list and hardly able to get anyone to start a decent conversation with or keep a conversation going. I find it hard to answer people when they say something like: "ask ur friends to go out with u loh, u have alot of friends right?".
While it's true I do have alot of friends, it's not right to say I can easily get someone to chat with me or even go out with me. It's so damn hard at times it's hard to believe for many people of there. I guess people see me as the kind of person who is averagely (does such a word exist?) popular and always surrounded by people. True it may be but accquitances and close friends represents a totally different meaning altogether. I guess people failed to realize this.
Getting back to the conversation topic, I feel I'm quite a boring person who often talk, do or ask the same stuffs. Maybe this is why I often couldn't keep a conversation going. But its really wierd, sometimes I find I could talk for hours with people but other times I simply ran out of words to say and worst still I didn't even feel like thinking of what to say to spice up the conversation.
I admit I'm not a good talker like some, don't have a sense of humour, I'm always dull and boring. Maybe that's why I don't attract the hottest girls, they like guys who can talk really well isn't it. I'm actually quite a creative person I feel but when it comes to talking I just ran out of topics or ideas. I can't change this aspect of me either, u can't change something u're borned with right? I can't possibly wake up the next day and suddenly able to entertain a crowd. So I guess I've to live with what I have, the most I could do is to improvise it.
Sometimes, like today I feel extremely bored and loneliness certainly creep in. You feel like sms-ing someone but u have no idea who to sms and what to sms. You feel like chatting with someone but scrolling through ur msn list, u realized there ain't anyone u could talk to. You feel like going out to shop or just hang around but u know no matter who u ask ur gonna get "NO" slammed right up your face.
Reality is harsh but people just don't realize how harsh it can be.
posted by mango at 3:20 PM
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Give me a better one
I'm feeling the heat of being a group IC or leader, organizing a simple outing could be so difficult. I don't understand why people like to say something like "abc go den I go" or "I dunno anyone leh, so paiseh". I think I lack the convincing factor to convince people. I'm tired of organizing such stuffs. When things don't turn out the way I want, I tend to get very irritated and pissed off but for this instance, I'm going to change my way of asking or organizing right until I succeed. Whatever doesnt breaks u makes u stronger.
I loathe excuses, especially very poor ones no matter what it is being used for. If u wanna give me an excuse, give me a really good one.
Surprise surprise just when I was looking at the grand old clock in my office tickling away yesterday evening, I got an sms from her asking if I wanna meet her after work. The sms message alone made me jumped up and start scrambling around for someone to exchange duty with me. Managed to find one and the whole evening was so pleasing from my point of view except that I wasn't prepared at all, hair not styled, wearing stupid uniform and didn't even shave properly. As usual we had our argument over me accompanying her back saying its too far for me, Sengkang to Jurong. But this time round I won so I happily accompany her back to Sengkang, all the while trying to keep my eyes open. All's well ended well.
I'm feeling the heat of being a group IC or leader, organizing a simple outing could be so difficult. I don't understand why people like to say something like "abc go den I go" or "I dunno anyone leh, so paiseh". I think I lack the convincing factor to convince people. I'm tired of organizing such stuffs. When things don't turn out the way I want, I tend to get very irritated and pissed off but for this instance, I'm going to change my way of asking or organizing right until I succeed. Whatever doesnt breaks u makes u stronger.
I loathe excuses, especially very poor ones no matter what it is being used for. If u wanna give me an excuse, give me a really good one.
Surprise surprise just when I was looking at the grand old clock in my office tickling away yesterday evening, I got an sms from her asking if I wanna meet her after work. The sms message alone made me jumped up and start scrambling around for someone to exchange duty with me. Managed to find one and the whole evening was so pleasing from my point of view except that I wasn't prepared at all, hair not styled, wearing stupid uniform and didn't even shave properly. As usual we had our argument over me accompanying her back saying its too far for me, Sengkang to Jurong. But this time round I won so I happily accompany her back to Sengkang, all the while trying to keep my eyes open. All's well ended well.
posted by mango at 10:21 PM
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
I hate Sundays
I love Fridays for being the start of weekends and hate Sunday evenings because it marks the end of my weekend! I wonder why every guy have to go through such a stupid phase in life, doing stupid worthless things that can only serve to kill their brain cells. At least its killing mine!
I kind of expressed myself out to her, how I feel and where she stand in my heart even though I know everything's gonna be just as fruitless as planting an apple tree in Singapore. Its the first time I actually said such things out before I'm attached with someone. I just feel I shouldn't bottled everything up it's killing me. We were supposed to go out today pending on what her Dad say but I guess she forgot about it. Sometimes a person's actions really goes a long way in determining where u stand. All the countless movie offers which I turned down, just hoping she'd watch them with me, it all came to nothing in the end. I don't regret it though, there's nothing to regret in life.
My broken heart is your shattered piece of art
I watched Turitas with Liyin this evening and what a lame show it turned out to be. Not that lame but doesn't thrill me in anyway and it's not even a horror show like the title and ratings suggested. Just kind of gross I guess, cutting up human stomach and taking out the intestines....stuffs like that.
My weekend passes just like that, sometimes I feel its scary how fast time flies, not long ago it was April 1st and now its like 16th already. Sucks to be me, sigh!
Some pictures taken at the Dosage party on Thursday at the Clinic...
Daniel Ronnie & Me
Bubbles & Me
Bubbles & Catherine
Samuel Me Charlene & Gina
The silver girl
I love Fridays for being the start of weekends and hate Sunday evenings because it marks the end of my weekend! I wonder why every guy have to go through such a stupid phase in life, doing stupid worthless things that can only serve to kill their brain cells. At least its killing mine!
I kind of expressed myself out to her, how I feel and where she stand in my heart even though I know everything's gonna be just as fruitless as planting an apple tree in Singapore. Its the first time I actually said such things out before I'm attached with someone. I just feel I shouldn't bottled everything up it's killing me. We were supposed to go out today pending on what her Dad say but I guess she forgot about it. Sometimes a person's actions really goes a long way in determining where u stand. All the countless movie offers which I turned down, just hoping she'd watch them with me, it all came to nothing in the end. I don't regret it though, there's nothing to regret in life.
My broken heart is your shattered piece of art
I watched Turitas with Liyin this evening and what a lame show it turned out to be. Not that lame but doesn't thrill me in anyway and it's not even a horror show like the title and ratings suggested. Just kind of gross I guess, cutting up human stomach and taking out the intestines....stuffs like that.
My weekend passes just like that, sometimes I feel its scary how fast time flies, not long ago it was April 1st and now its like 16th already. Sucks to be me, sigh!
Some pictures taken at the Dosage party on Thursday at the Clinic...
Daniel Ronnie & Me
Bubbles & Me
Bubbles & Catherine
Samuel Me Charlene & Gina
The silver girl
posted by mango at 9:44 PM
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
New Office Rules
To all office employees:
With effect from January 2007 this are your new office rules.
Dress Code
Sick Leave
We will no longer accept any doctor's certificate as proof of sickness.
If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.
Holidays
Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are known as Saturdays and Sundays.
Compassionate Leave
This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers, even if it is crying. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. Should there be rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work during your lunch hour so you can leave 1 hour early.
Toilet Usage
Remember, we are an employer of chooice and we are here to provide a positive employment experience.
Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations, allegations, accusations, contemplations, and inputs should be directed nowhere.
Best Regards
Management
This is a computer generated letter. No signature is required.
To all office employees:
With effect from January 2007 this are your new office rules.
Dress Code
- It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and/or carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a pay raise.
- If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you can buy nicer clothes and therefore you do not need a pay raise.
- If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a pay raise.
Sick Leave
We will no longer accept any doctor's certificate as proof of sickness.
If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.
Holidays
Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are known as Saturdays and Sundays.
Compassionate Leave
This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers, even if it is crying. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. Should there be rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work during your lunch hour so you can leave 1 hour early.
Toilet Usage
- Entirely there is too much time being spent in the toilet. There is now a 3 minute time limit in the cubicles.
- At the end of 3 minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the cubicle door will open and your picture will be taken instantly.
- After your 2nd offence, your picture will be posted on the company notice board under the "Chornic Offenders" category.
- Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sanctioned under the company's mental health policy.
Lunch Break
- Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch, as they need to eat more so they can look healthy.
- Normal size people get 15 minutes for lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure.
- Chubby people get 5 minutes because that's all the time needed to drink "slim-fast".
- Obese people get 0 minutes for lunch so that those people belonging to the above 3 categories can bennefit.
Remember, we are an employer of chooice and we are here to provide a positive employment experience.
Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations, allegations, accusations, contemplations, and inputs should be directed nowhere.
Best Regards
Management
This is a computer generated letter. No signature is required.
posted by mango at 8:09 PM
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Friday, April 13, 2007
It is saddening
It is saddening when u know the person u love doesnt loves u
It is saddening when u see that person and yearn to hold her close to u but u know it won't happen
It is saddening when u know that inside her heart, u're just another tree in the forest
It is saddening when u wake up every morning and yearn for her sms which will never come
It is saddening when u know u couldn't share her joy and sorrows
It is saddening when u see couples out on the streets and wish u could have her beside u in that happy 'picture'
It is saddening when u know u have to move on reluctantly
It is like taking a knife and stabbing the heart, killing it for good.
It is saddening when u know the person u love doesnt loves u
It is saddening when u see that person and yearn to hold her close to u but u know it won't happen
It is saddening when u know that inside her heart, u're just another tree in the forest
It is saddening when u wake up every morning and yearn for her sms which will never come
It is saddening when u know u couldn't share her joy and sorrows
It is saddening when u see couples out on the streets and wish u could have her beside u in that happy 'picture'
It is saddening when u know u have to move on reluctantly
It is like taking a knife and stabbing the heart, killing it for good.
posted by mango at 6:56 AM
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Monday, April 09, 2007
Stages of a guy's life
I've already thought there are stages life. It's not a myth it's a fact actually. For guys and girls' they tend to be different. Taking away the growing up years as a really young kid, a guy's life should revolve around these stages.
Stage 1 - The bashful school-boy's days
Primary and Secondary school days are some of the most memorable and freedom-able (does this word exists?) days isn't it? Those are also some of the most bashful times and there's always the "forget to bring or hand in homework" problem. Afternoons are always so free and spent at home playing games, chatting, hitting the mall or even sleeping at home.
Stage 2 - The decisive years
I refer these years as the post secondary school years where we either go to colleage, poly, ite, private studies or simply give up education altogether. These are the decisive years that will shape many futures and determine where we go from there. To nearly every guy, that piece of paper is as important as having balls.
Stage 3 - The dreaded E
Enlistment. A word which no guy really fancy seeing or hearing. These are some of the more adventurous and yet miserable days of our lives. And the truth is that no females (unless they enlist themselves), will ever understand what it's like to lead a regimental life. Be it ur doing combat, office, medic or whatever vocations. A girl can never understand how terrible it is being made to do things a guy have never thought he'd do all his life. This is the period were most guys will come out more disciplined and matured but there will always be exceptions.
Stage 4 - Workaholics
The days of work, work, work and more work, the career days. Career and savings are extremely important for guys. It determines how stable he is and that I'm sure is extremely important to ladies when they consider a marital partner. Thats probably why u see so many ugly guys having extremely hot or pretty gfs out on the streets.
Stage 5 - The dreaded M
Marriage means being caged up for some guys. It meant the end of their freedom period and being tied down for good. This probably explains why some guys dread the word so much they will avoid it no matter what. Anyway for the rest, marriage simply mean the closure of old chapters and the opening of a brand new chapter and lease of life. It's truly the period where they become men. That's the day where their life changes forever, having another mouth to feed and another half to be responsible for.
I'm at stage 3 of course and quite simply it sucks, it sucks to know that today's a Monday!
I've already thought there are stages life. It's not a myth it's a fact actually. For guys and girls' they tend to be different. Taking away the growing up years as a really young kid, a guy's life should revolve around these stages.
Stage 1 - The bashful school-boy's days
Primary and Secondary school days are some of the most memorable and freedom-able (does this word exists?) days isn't it? Those are also some of the most bashful times and there's always the "forget to bring or hand in homework" problem. Afternoons are always so free and spent at home playing games, chatting, hitting the mall or even sleeping at home.
Stage 2 - The decisive years
I refer these years as the post secondary school years where we either go to colleage, poly, ite, private studies or simply give up education altogether. These are the decisive years that will shape many futures and determine where we go from there. To nearly every guy, that piece of paper is as important as having balls.
Stage 3 - The dreaded E
Enlistment. A word which no guy really fancy seeing or hearing. These are some of the more adventurous and yet miserable days of our lives. And the truth is that no females (unless they enlist themselves), will ever understand what it's like to lead a regimental life. Be it ur doing combat, office, medic or whatever vocations. A girl can never understand how terrible it is being made to do things a guy have never thought he'd do all his life. This is the period were most guys will come out more disciplined and matured but there will always be exceptions.
Stage 4 - Workaholics
The days of work, work, work and more work, the career days. Career and savings are extremely important for guys. It determines how stable he is and that I'm sure is extremely important to ladies when they consider a marital partner. Thats probably why u see so many ugly guys having extremely hot or pretty gfs out on the streets.
Stage 5 - The dreaded M
Marriage means being caged up for some guys. It meant the end of their freedom period and being tied down for good. This probably explains why some guys dread the word so much they will avoid it no matter what. Anyway for the rest, marriage simply mean the closure of old chapters and the opening of a brand new chapter and lease of life. It's truly the period where they become men. That's the day where their life changes forever, having another mouth to feed and another half to be responsible for.
I'm at stage 3 of course and quite simply it sucks, it sucks to know that today's a Monday!
posted by mango at 6:36 AM
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Friday, April 06, 2007
Good Friday
I felt very emo when I went back to school to play soccer this morning. Just waiting for the bus itself at the bus stop rewinded all the memories of my 3 1/2 years there back. I felt like a bird which have just been let out of the cage. To say I fully missed school and just going to school itself is appropriate. It's funny how at times during my poly days I'd dread going to school. Well I guess it goes to show that we humans never cherish and appreciate things only until they are gone.
Having led a regimental ns life for months, going back to school today was such a refreshing change I fully welcomed. At the bus stop, it was another familiar sight with all the sim students as it was holidays for the poly ones. Still, its such a familiar sight. For 3 1/2 years I was just like them, dressing up, waiting for bus and going to school. The bus journey was kinda emotional to me, and made me realized how much a difference school and ns life is. I certainly know which I will choose if I'm given a choice.
Playing soccer with the guys out in the hellish hot sun for hours after afew months felt great as well. I'm rusty and unfit naturally but it feels so great and carefree out there. I love soccer not only because its fun and its my passion and hobby but also because it allows me to express myself fully. There is no restrictions simply and the real me is so often out there for all to see. Not the shy and quiet one but the confident, loud and full of passion one.
It feels really good today, certainly like a Saturday. Even though the day isn't yet over I'm so satisfied with it. I feel zen today :)
I felt very emo when I went back to school to play soccer this morning. Just waiting for the bus itself at the bus stop rewinded all the memories of my 3 1/2 years there back. I felt like a bird which have just been let out of the cage. To say I fully missed school and just going to school itself is appropriate. It's funny how at times during my poly days I'd dread going to school. Well I guess it goes to show that we humans never cherish and appreciate things only until they are gone.
Having led a regimental ns life for months, going back to school today was such a refreshing change I fully welcomed. At the bus stop, it was another familiar sight with all the sim students as it was holidays for the poly ones. Still, its such a familiar sight. For 3 1/2 years I was just like them, dressing up, waiting for bus and going to school. The bus journey was kinda emotional to me, and made me realized how much a difference school and ns life is. I certainly know which I will choose if I'm given a choice.
Playing soccer with the guys out in the hellish hot sun for hours after afew months felt great as well. I'm rusty and unfit naturally but it feels so great and carefree out there. I love soccer not only because its fun and its my passion and hobby but also because it allows me to express myself fully. There is no restrictions simply and the real me is so often out there for all to see. Not the shy and quiet one but the confident, loud and full of passion one.
It feels really good today, certainly like a Saturday. Even though the day isn't yet over I'm so satisfied with it. I feel zen today :)
posted by mango at 4:46 PM
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
April fool's real fool
A boy and girl were chatting on msn when the girl suddenly said: "hey just wanna tell u, i will be going to the hospital". And before he knew anything, the girl's already offline after telling him she broke her toe and will text him when she reach the hospital later on.
Worried and in a state of panic, his first instincts was to get to the hospital as soon as possible. So he rush to the bathroom for a quick shower, got changed and rushed downstairs to hitch a cab. It was Sunday and every cab that passes him were either booked or "on call". Desperate, he started running around his neighbourhood roads in a vain attempt to hitch a cab. Fate seem to be fooling with him as well. Sometimes when he turned his back and cross a road, an empty cab would drove past him.
He looked at his watch and realized it was already like 15minutes and he got even worried. With each second the passes, all that's on his mind was how's the girl. He knew she was someone who can't take physical pain well and the thought of a broken toe made him even more desperate to get to the hospital to be around her as fast as he could. Even if he couldn't erase the pain, he still wished to be around her in her hour of need.
And so when he realize he wasn't gonna get a cab there, he started running towards the shopping mall near his place in the hope he'd get a cab at the taxi stand there. However just as fate would have it, the taxi stand was full on a Sunday afternoon. The sight of the taxi stand full of waiting passengers almost sank his heart. Unwillling to give up, he decided to plead with the 1st passenger in the queue to allow him to board the cab. "Excuse me, can u let me go 1st, I've got an emergency I need to get to the hospital, please!!" Looking stunnned, the other passengers told him to board it quickly and for once heaven seem to be on his side.
About 10 Minutes into the journey though, the girl, knowing that he's on the way to the hospital told him to turn back and go home instead. She gave the reason that her parents were around and it wouldn't be convenient for him to be there. The sms sadden his heart. He thought to himself: "so what if her parents were there, I just want to be there for her". But on second thoughts, he knew it wouldn't do him any good if he went against her wishes. So, respecting her wishes, he sadly told the cabby to turn back and head home instead.
The moment he got home, he got another sms from the girl asking if he was really home yet. He felt she was like so unwilling to see her and it made him even sad. Then, the girl told him: "Anyway, there's something I wanna tell u but u will be really mad i suppose".
"What is it?" The guy replied
"It's april fool, remember? I'm so sorry I never expect u to do so much for me" She replied.
Still panting and catching his breath, the guy could hardly take in the words. He did know it was april fool's day as his friend had threw a prank on him last night, but why didn't april fool even cross his mind when the girl told him about going to the hospital in the first place? At that moment, he felt so relieved and yet so silly of himself. By all rights he should be feeling extremely angry and mad about having been made to run around the neighbourhood under the hot sun trying to hitch a cab. But no, he was in fact smiling at how silly he was and how relieved that the girl's fine. That was all that matters to him, he would rather run 10km and only to realize its a prank than for the girl to suffer any misfortunes.
Suddenly he felt good, he felt he might actually have passed one of those tests that god set to show how sincere a person is But later on in the day when he found out that he wasn't the only one who made an attempt to get to the hospital and that 2 others who fell for the same prank did the same, he felt so demoralised all over again. And so he thought he was the only one, what a fool.
Happy April Fool's Day =)
A boy and girl were chatting on msn when the girl suddenly said: "hey just wanna tell u, i will be going to the hospital". And before he knew anything, the girl's already offline after telling him she broke her toe and will text him when she reach the hospital later on.
Worried and in a state of panic, his first instincts was to get to the hospital as soon as possible. So he rush to the bathroom for a quick shower, got changed and rushed downstairs to hitch a cab. It was Sunday and every cab that passes him were either booked or "on call". Desperate, he started running around his neighbourhood roads in a vain attempt to hitch a cab. Fate seem to be fooling with him as well. Sometimes when he turned his back and cross a road, an empty cab would drove past him.
He looked at his watch and realized it was already like 15minutes and he got even worried. With each second the passes, all that's on his mind was how's the girl. He knew she was someone who can't take physical pain well and the thought of a broken toe made him even more desperate to get to the hospital to be around her as fast as he could. Even if he couldn't erase the pain, he still wished to be around her in her hour of need.
And so when he realize he wasn't gonna get a cab there, he started running towards the shopping mall near his place in the hope he'd get a cab at the taxi stand there. However just as fate would have it, the taxi stand was full on a Sunday afternoon. The sight of the taxi stand full of waiting passengers almost sank his heart. Unwillling to give up, he decided to plead with the 1st passenger in the queue to allow him to board the cab. "Excuse me, can u let me go 1st, I've got an emergency I need to get to the hospital, please!!" Looking stunnned, the other passengers told him to board it quickly and for once heaven seem to be on his side.
About 10 Minutes into the journey though, the girl, knowing that he's on the way to the hospital told him to turn back and go home instead. She gave the reason that her parents were around and it wouldn't be convenient for him to be there. The sms sadden his heart. He thought to himself: "so what if her parents were there, I just want to be there for her". But on second thoughts, he knew it wouldn't do him any good if he went against her wishes. So, respecting her wishes, he sadly told the cabby to turn back and head home instead.
The moment he got home, he got another sms from the girl asking if he was really home yet. He felt she was like so unwilling to see her and it made him even sad. Then, the girl told him: "Anyway, there's something I wanna tell u but u will be really mad i suppose".
"What is it?" The guy replied
"It's april fool, remember? I'm so sorry I never expect u to do so much for me" She replied.
Still panting and catching his breath, the guy could hardly take in the words. He did know it was april fool's day as his friend had threw a prank on him last night, but why didn't april fool even cross his mind when the girl told him about going to the hospital in the first place? At that moment, he felt so relieved and yet so silly of himself. By all rights he should be feeling extremely angry and mad about having been made to run around the neighbourhood under the hot sun trying to hitch a cab. But no, he was in fact smiling at how silly he was and how relieved that the girl's fine. That was all that matters to him, he would rather run 10km and only to realize its a prank than for the girl to suffer any misfortunes.
Suddenly he felt good, he felt he might actually have passed one of those tests that god set to show how sincere a person is But later on in the day when he found out that he wasn't the only one who made an attempt to get to the hospital and that 2 others who fell for the same prank did the same, he felt so demoralised all over again. And so he thought he was the only one, what a fool.
Happy April Fool's Day =)
posted by mango at 10:03 PM
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