A little update on the past 2 days which i din't felt like blogging. X'Mas day itself was spent at home celebrating my brother's birthday with log cakes and big turkeys and then i joined Mike and Gen at Zouk. The music was different probably because of a guest DJ from Holland i heard. As for boxing day itself it was a last minute rush to Harry's bar at holland village to have a drink, chat and catch a soccer match with Joanne as she'd be leaving S'pore on Wednesday. She must be sick of watching soccer now though, right auntie?!
4 Days from now marks the end of 2005 and the beginning of 2006. To be honest, i can't wait for December 31st to arrive for 2 reasons. One of them being that 2005 is a kinda bad year for me and the other having 'a date' to look forward to! For once i won't have to countdown in clubs or pubs as well, so thats another good point! I'm excited, really excited like a little boy knowing that his dad's gonna bring him to his first ever fun fair! Maybe...just maybe, 2005 is gonna end in a surprising and beautiful manner beyond my wildest dreams and expectations.
2005 is such a topsy turvy year! Had my fair share of ups and downs but i estimate there were more downs than ups! It has also only just hit upon me that in 7 or 8 months time i'd be a botak slave to my country! So what did i acheived in 2005? I believed i acheived very very little and i'm ashamed of myself for that. I'm still searching for my first A grade in poly. I'm still searching for my princess. I'm still trying hard to gain extra kilos. I'm still finding that piece of inspiration to quit cigs. I'm still in the process of realizing my true friends. On the brighter side my temper's no longer as bad as before, little things can't provoke me into a reaction. I've learnt to use my head more instead of my heart. I'm graduating soon as well. I've learnt some very harsh but vital lessons from relationships. I've learnt to survive on my own more. I've curbed my splurging habits too. Just some highs and lows from an uneventful year which passes really well as too. I remember 1 quote from last december vividly: "2005 will be a better year, and u're the reason". It never materialize though, thats why i say words are really cheap and things can change really fast.
The end of the year also marks the 5th month of my blog and i've always been wondering who actually frequent my blog or actually read it? Would u guys be kind enough to let me know through a simple comment in the taboard or comment box? I would appreciate that!