I'm fucking dumb!

I can't help feeling fucking god damn dumb, how could i have read a simple sms wrongly?!

"...erm y not you guys go first cause my fren's bf coming..."

Simple sms, i read the GO as LEAVE when it was supposed to meant go to the Balcony and wait for them. I ened up going home and only realizing how stupid i am when Ame text me and asked where was i. She could have text me earlier to salvage the siutation but still i'm the main problem....dumb dumb dumb. I admit when i read that sms i was abit fustustrated as I was looking all over the place for Irwan and Shawn and they kept refusing to tell me where they where. I hate standing there wandering about like a some crazy isolated kid but still i should have read the sms more carefully.


Worst still i left my cigs at the table and Irwan din't even helped me to keep it and there goes my cigs containing more than 10 sticks inside! OMG! Someone please kill me!

Feeling so damn miserable, stupid and guilty now. Had promised Ame to accompany her there and back now i broke my god damn promise...sigh! The night is fucking long and i don't even feel sleepy enough to go to bed. Oh man.....what a Friday to remember indeed! >.<