My white X'Mas

Kylie u've got to admit your pictures are slow slow slow thats why i'm only able to blog today! OoPss!

I realized something - my body is in a total wretch right now. The 2 weeks plus without gym, the injuries i sufferered during the soccer tourement, the late night clubbings, the boozes, the cigarettes and all the junk food, the they played a major part as i found out this morning when i hit the gym. I was struggling to do hit my usual standards and couldn't even last 2 hours inside there, damn i must cut down on that unhealthy lifestyle but its hard considering the fact that its year end now and there're bound to be lots of parties going on. Hard to resist!

Thereafter i had to return a book to the school library, in the middle of a 2 week long break! U can imagine how sick the feeling is having to travel all the way back to school just to return a bloody book i borrowed. I hit upon a capricious idea on the way there, watch a dvd there before i go back since the weather is freaking hot might as well cool down abit inside there. I din't regret the decision, the dvd i watched, 'one night in mongkok' was cool man though gross at times. This quote from the show left me thinking about how frustrating life and love can be - "The one we want to meet just doesn't appears, the ones we don't want to meet seem to appear all the time like an enemy". This quote is extremely fitting in my case, Miss Right never seem to appear, whilst Miss Seem-So-Right and Miss Un-right seem to appear all the time. The time hasn't come for me I supposed, but its frustrating at times seeing myself lack what others have - a happy everlasting love. Its so difficult to meet this person, is heaven playing some joke on me?

The movie also brought something to my mind - christmas, my white christmas. Actually i've no idea what defines 'white christmas' but to me its simply an xmas where everything is as white and beautiful as snow. One thing for sure, there's no snow in Singapore which is why my dream xmas would be something like a walk in the alluring snow with my love one, cherishing and lavishing every bit of the moment in the morning, a magnificent shopping spree in the afternoon and a nice simple dinner on a high building with great ambience and equally appetizing food. Dream on Floyd! There's no god damn snow in spore, u'r a pathetic single guy, u've no dollars like Bill Gates and there's great restaurent on a high building in spore as well! Ha! I feel wierd for the first time ever this xmas I suddenly dread clubbing or partying away. Maybe i've grown tired of this kind of celebration having been doing it for the past 6 years or something. All i want for this xmas is not a hell of a party with lots of booze and fun, i just want a simple and memorable xmas. It doesn't have to be a white xmas like what i describe above, it just have to be spent in a memorable way with a special person. The latter is more important i guess, sometimes its not the things we do or the places we go that makes it memorable, its due to the person we spend the day with. Sadly excatly 5 days from now its xmas and the signs are that it will be a lonely xmas even if i were to end up partying with my mates again. White xmas, my oh so distant dream....

Anyway an update for Saturday, I seem to have found a perfect place for chilling sessions in 'MOS aka Ministry of Sound'. We were there to celebrate Owen's 20th birthday and most of us were quite well dressed for the ocassion which is pretty cool haha! The initial sight of the extremely long and 'snake-like' queue turns me off immediately but i'm glad we make the point to queue as it was worth every single time of ours as we found out later. My first impression of the place was COLD, very cold! I can't remember any other time where i stand outside the enterance of a club, bar, pub or disco and felt so cold! Some of us managed to escaped the $25 enterance fee thanks to the sms invitation thank god! The RnB place resembles a strip club due to the wired fences that stretches from the floor all the way to the ceiling. I can visualize girls clinging onto these wire fences and gyrating their bodies against it, peering out of the wires with sultry eyes. Elmo, Sze Wei, Daniel and myself were the first excited bunch to get into the place while the rest were still outside and were really looked like 4 newbies in the clubbing sence, running around with delight while trying to explore the whole place. There was even an escalator leading up to the 2nd floor!! I guess it was the first time many of us seen an escalator in a club! Anyway the whole place was similiar to Zouk in terms of design and size but nicer and way bigger. The mushroom seats are the best of all, especially those in the retro room or the white room! One can easily doze off while resting on those seats and we even played wrestling there! Guys stuff which left the girls grasping in horror lol!

Speaking of the retro room, it is exactly what I imagine a retro theme disco to look like, completed with all the funkly 70s 80s furniture and a dancefloor with multicolor panels. The only thing missing is John Travolta grooving to the beat on the dance with his famous "take your $ out" move! The toilet signs were too small, so small that we could nearly enter the wrong ones! Well as for the crowd it was so-so, i would say Zouk mambo night's crowd is way better than MOS. Overall its a really cool place but there can be more improvements to it, definitely an idea place to chill out though...well at least from looking at the msn nicks of those who went, i can say so! Joey u missed out on a great party! =D

retarded!