Save your last dance for me

a bitter sweet compassion i felt
yields no definite returns though

There're some days where everything, every touch can be so beautiful - when the person is in front of u. There're many things i wished could be mine yet i know there're much more that could never have. The bitter sweet feelings of something so near yet so far is torturous at times, ever felt it?

I was or was not suppose to be zouk-ing yesterday i had no apparent idea. Vincent said he'd call me after he woke up from his nap. The thought of paying that expensive cover charge wasn't very appealing to me either. Then she called, i had no qualms about it even though i was half way through my dinner and watching tv. Bath got changed and fixed in like 10-15 minutes and rush down to Orchard with all that heavy dinner still rumbling in my stomach. I found myself asking "hey didn't i told myself i had to stay home today? i'm so tired from the flu yesterday and have been going out late for the past 3-4 days". On the way there Vincent kept asking me to come down Zouk at the last moment, physcho-ing me to bring her as well. I knew she doesn't clubs but even if she does i wouldn't want to bring her there as well i'd rather spend invaluable time with her alone out there. Its stupendous how effective cupid's arrow could be.
Aside from being late for like 10-15 minutes which i felt like banging my head into a wall, everything was smooth and simple i guess. It would be relaxing on normal circumstances but it isn't when ur in the presence of someone special.

Looked up vincent and the guys at zouk afterwards and i felt like a cheapo. I skipped the cover charge thanks to someone signing me in, and had free drinks as well. Wow but too bad i wasn't really in the mood to club, but neither do i think the person i'm thinking of would even spare a split second to think of me. Went home at 3 to catch the merseyside derby between Liverpool and Everton and the match is one of the reasons why i managed to sleep so well with a smile on my face afterwards LOL. Liverpool rocks!