Getting life busier

I've no doubts how awful i did for my system security common test so i was mentally prepared when i received my paper back this morning. Grade F. Expected. I think i scored around 10 out of 50 and this accounts for 20% of my overall marks for this modules damn.

I'm disappointed as i did make an effort to study hard for that paper especially certain topics but god knows what got into me that day when i flipped over the question paper. What was deem as easy meat became mission impossible. The questions seemed like demons staring at me waiting to eat me up.

Mrs Leo asked me what happened and i was struggling for an answer as well before eventually telling her i got a total blackout that day. Luckily she was encouraging and told me to buck up and i will make it. For Christ's sake i really have to score very well for the next lab test (20%) and exam (40%) to have any hopes of passing. Well i know i can do it but i just don't like placing myself in this kind of siutation where i have to depend on my final exams to pass. It willl be extremely stressful and nerve jangling when i prepare for my final exams.

I'm going to work extra hard starting from today where i'm going to redo the whole paper myself and read up certain topics. The busier i keep myself the happier i seem to be and life seemed more colourful.

This is my new lifestyle, one which i've never experienced before and certainly one i'm enjoying.