I'm just standing outside your door...

It seem like ages since i last stepped into familiar surroundings - school. I guess the 2 weeks festive holiday mood still hasn't left my mind yet. I felt wierd when i stepped into school today, even wierd when i entered the classroom and seeing all the familiar faces. The mood wasn't there, i kept going out of the class to smoke or the toilet to waste time. Finally studied all the important topics for tomorrow's test as well, much as i hate to. I feel good, i know i'm not going to fail the paper now.

I've been having a hard time getting to sleep the past 3 nights. Every night there are so many things going in and out of my mind. Each night i'd dig up the oldest CDs containing all the sad love songs, some as old as 1996, turn off the lights, lit a cig and look out of my window to the skies. Finish the cig and it takes me like hours to actually fall asleep. I din't want to toture myself with panadols so i kept tossing around instead. My appetite these few days are huge, i seem to indulge myself in anything i can lay my hands on. I could even finish up 3 cans of tuna at one go, and thats frightening to many i guess.