Controversial

I woke up at 4am this morning with the 'hatred' tag hanging around my neck it seems, that is if i were to go by all the comments and vulgarties that were left on my comment and tag boards.

I admit it was a mistake to upload the video in the first place even if it was only for 24hrs or so. Should have spared a thought before doing it, so i've removed the link and everything. This is not to satisfy any agitated souls out there but rather to do what i should never have done in the first place. I don't like the word sorry, so i've done all that i could have even if the scars are left, there's nothing i can do.

Well let me make this clear....I am NOT the person who uploaded the video from the Handphone! Check the newspapers, chinese ones especially if u doubt so!

Its a near impossible task to please everyone out there so why not just please myself? Humans have a very wierd mind-set sometimes, what they say of others can't be said of the same of themselves sometimes. For those who posted the vulgarties, u'd be terribly disappointed that i din't shout my mouth back and engage in some worthless debate out there with some even worthless fucktards don't u?

I could have fuck this and that and hurl all sorts of vulgarties back but again i choose to do what i feel i should do, that is to ban the IP address of all those who used senseless vulgarties. Yeah i know u can simply change your IP or log into another computer and start repeating your childish acts all over again, but that's of no concern to me u'd just see that IP banned again.

You know, i love it when people say things like this :

"Mother Fucker! fuck off! If i ever see u in street one day i would bash u up like a little pathetic dog, and slash till ur bloody face is rotten! BURN IN HELL!"

I am really interested to see if that was ever gonna happen. I doubt so, nowadays there're too many computer super-heroes wannabes. Those who hide behind a screen and post all sorts of threathening and 'oh-so-scary' stuffs when their actions don't even match their words.

Humans like to assume too, those whose egos are too big especially. Assume that i send the video? Come on, if i were to send it i wouldn't have uploaded it to youtube for 24hrs, i would have opened some kazza account and uploaded it there for good. My emails got flooded too, by what else but requests by desperates out there begging me to send them videos. Hey! Who knows if one of those who emailed me begging like a pathetic shit is one of those who actually tag my board like some hero? LOL? Well u never know, since people love assuming i could assume in my own rights as well. Hey u know what? If u could assume anything i could assume the girl is some porn star wannabe and posted the video herself.

Well i think looking gay is a form of complitment nowadays, it goes to show how attractiive these people find me. They must have found me so attractive to them that they say i'm gay, pretty interesting stuffs! And certain people do need extra glasses as well, saying that i'm the guy in the video? Come on, even an idiot could tell its 2 different people. Oh well, i don't know what comes after 'idiot', give me a break!

You know i actually love these people who entertained me with their 'highly entertaining' comments. Everyone has their freedom of speech, yes so u're free to do what u want. But in this blog, i have the freedom to do what i want because its MY BLOG! Open your fucking eyes and read the word....MY BLOG! That means i could delete and ban anyone i wish, and i don't owe anyone an explanation for doing so! Scream your mouth off in your own blog and u think i would even give a damn? Nah.

Its incongruous that people could say i'm a disgrace to my family name when they don't even feel proud of their own pictures or names in the first place. Too ashamed to show their faces to the world? Maybe...(hey i'm assuming again since ppl love doing it!)

Humans do make mistakes, to err is only human.