...And i have a record number of visitors visiting my blog......no thanks to the previous post. My email is flooded with requests as well, thanks to....the previous post again.
Aww i din't know there would be such a high interest in this little erm pornographic shite? Amazing, but i guess u'd be better off reading these fucking facts first:
1. I'm not some kazza server for u to request porn or whatever videos.
2. I don't need people telling me what to post or do because this is MY BLOG!
3. The video will be down after 24 or 48 hours so if u missed it so be it! Don't whine and don't make requests!
4. I'd only send the video to my friends on my msn list - if they ever ask for it.
Thanks for breaking the record on my web counter though, love u guys lol.
How time flies, 5 days from now and I'd be sitting for the first of my final 3 exam papers in Ngee Ann. Is it really 3 years? Close to. But i certainly haven realized how fast time flies. Sadly for me I'd still have to do my FYP after this final examinations while everyone of my classmates officially graduated. June 16 is a long way from now but i can forsee the disappointments i'd feel on that day itself, that is being unable to attend the graduation cenemory with my classmates. We came in together and became classmates on a sunny day somewhere in July 2003 and yet in June 2006 I'm the only one in the class being unable to attend the cenemory. Sigh.
I don't need consolation, its just a passing feeling and disappointments are part of life. Talking aboout the final exams, i doubt anyone in this world would fancy sitting for a very tough and stressful paper on a sweet Saturday morning 9am. So fuck the idiot who set the schedule for this paper, damn it!
Someone said today I was very hardworking upon hearing that I've completed the whole revision paper this afternoon. Its not that i'm being hardworking, its that i've got no choice. I fucking failed the common test paper like shite and that means almost 25% gone. Add the 35% from quizes and lab tests i guess i've only got like 20-30% out of 60% for overall coursework!
That is why i have to be extra hardworking lah! Just imagine the need to score an 'A' for that paper or fail the whole module. Its stressful enough to ensure many would crack under such a pressure. I hate myself for placing myself in such an unwanted siutation often. But i guess it does brings the best out of me also, its only when the stakes are high that i show my true hardworking self!
I'm going to have to live in seclusion for this one and a half weeks to make sure i don't screw up anymore, not when it matters most! I don't think time allows me to further my studies in a university so these 3 papers are gonna be the last in my education! Countdown begins!