Friday, March 31, 2006
An open world
I wonder what kind of world it will be out there if everyone of us is honest and straightforward in our words and actions. I wonder why do humans love to shun away from reality. How long can we actually hide and run? How long are we gonna continue the silence?
Silence can be so infuriating sometimes. It simply keep our minds guessing what the other person is thinking about. All sorts of thoughts are bound to run wild like fire in our minds. Why then do humans love to keep silent? Why can't they simply say out whatever they're feeling? Is it because they're scared of reality? Is it because they're simply insecure? Or is it because they don't know how to say it out?
Although silence is golden, we might not realized how much confusion it can cause. It's certainly no fun guessing. Its like working for someone without knowing how much u're gonna get paid for your services.
Being kept guessing can really drive me nuts sometimes. I simply hate and i mean i really hate being made to guess sometimes. I hate having to go through all the possibilities running in my mind. I know sometimes and some things are meant to be kept mum but i do feel that most times, there should be nothing to hide between 2 person. Unless the word 'sharing' doesn't even exists i see no reason why 2 people can't share everything the feel or have in mind.
Why keep the silence? There are times we feel it's better not to say certain things but then there are also times we regret not saying certain things. We just can't be sure of anything, we just can't be sure of what kind of responses or reactions we gonna get from saying something. So why not simply say it out?
I've always wanted to be able to share everything i have or feel with someone and hope that someone would do the same back as well. I'm a firm believer of a couple sharing everything they have and barely have anything to hide.
Anyway tonight's my first real test, to be able to resist any urges of cigarettes while chilling out. Its just one small tiny step but then everything has to have a beginning doesn't it? The road to quittinng it completely starts from this tiny step.
I wonder what kind of world it will be out there if everyone of us is honest and straightforward in our words and actions. I wonder why do humans love to shun away from reality. How long can we actually hide and run? How long are we gonna continue the silence?
Silence can be so infuriating sometimes. It simply keep our minds guessing what the other person is thinking about. All sorts of thoughts are bound to run wild like fire in our minds. Why then do humans love to keep silent? Why can't they simply say out whatever they're feeling? Is it because they're scared of reality? Is it because they're simply insecure? Or is it because they don't know how to say it out?
Although silence is golden, we might not realized how much confusion it can cause. It's certainly no fun guessing. Its like working for someone without knowing how much u're gonna get paid for your services.
Being kept guessing can really drive me nuts sometimes. I simply hate and i mean i really hate being made to guess sometimes. I hate having to go through all the possibilities running in my mind. I know sometimes and some things are meant to be kept mum but i do feel that most times, there should be nothing to hide between 2 person. Unless the word 'sharing' doesn't even exists i see no reason why 2 people can't share everything the feel or have in mind.
Why keep the silence? There are times we feel it's better not to say certain things but then there are also times we regret not saying certain things. We just can't be sure of anything, we just can't be sure of what kind of responses or reactions we gonna get from saying something. So why not simply say it out?
I've always wanted to be able to share everything i have or feel with someone and hope that someone would do the same back as well. I'm a firm believer of a couple sharing everything they have and barely have anything to hide.
Anyway tonight's my first real test, to be able to resist any urges of cigarettes while chilling out. Its just one small tiny step but then everything has to have a beginning doesn't it? The road to quittinng it completely starts from this tiny step.
posted by mango at 4:37 PM
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