It was shy-ness at first sight. She kept looking away from me and i was trying hard to contain myself as well. Everything got better soon though, although i think she still din't dare to look straight into my eyes.
The show we were catching starts at 7.55, so there was more than 4hours of free time that was spent walking around shopping for my tie which i eventually got it at takashimaya. Its tough choosing a tie to match a brown shirt but i'm satisfied with my purchase.
I was hungry but when we sat down in kfc my stomach was suddenly full, just by looking at her. Nevertheless i forced myself to eat, the only reason why i wanna eat is because we wer peeling the chickens and feeding each other! I guess people around us were getting abit of light-bulb feeling! At times i feel like throwing up but somehow i kept managing to hold on and keep eating anything she fed me. Its sweet, it was my first time peeling chicken and feeding someone as well and i guess i really peel them badly because if i were eating it myself i wouldn't bother to peel i would simply stuff the whole chicken in and bite!
The movie was nice although not as sad as it seem to be. But the cinema was cold like hell mainly because it was small and i was sitting right under the air-con. At times i felt she'd be feeling worse than me since i was already feeling cold myself. I thought of embracing her but i dint have the courage to match my thoughts with actions.
We took a bus back to her place. Halfway round she typed a message in her phone and show it to me: "can i lay on your shoulder?" What a silly question was my first reaction and i joked that she should have told me earlier in the cinema! That bus journey was warm, i wished the driver would drive slower, i wished the route is longer from pasir ris to jurong that kind, and i wished time could stop at that moment.
She gave me this little handmade gift. Although she told me she had something for me i din't knew it would be this, i was at a loss of words, its sweet isn't it? I feel so useless all i could manage was a 'thank u'.
I walked her all the way home to her lift area on the 9th floor even though my head was so sleepy and in a daze. I din't want to waste any single second because every second is so precious. I ended up walking like a headless chicken to the bus stop and dragging myself home.
I think i'm really a pig, when night comes i'd get really sleepy and nua. I think i must have made her feel so bored just now in some way. Damn i'm such a pig! I feel really happy and contended today but somehow i'm worried i might have made her bored or something likethat towards the end of the day.
I missed the way she blush and show me those monkey faces.....its so cute.....
