Issues

Going to school every tuesday and thurday makes me reflect on the jolly good old times we had as a class. Its wonderful i mean, eating together, doing stupid things together, moving around the campus together. The list goes on and on. Now that everyone's graduated, only afew are left behind and its so wierd, at least to me. Everytime i see big groups of classmates having fun or hanging out together i feel sad inside. Suddenly i wished the clock could turn back and move slower, suddenly i wished exams don't come so soon because that means we have lot of time together. Haha its funny how people don't realize how wonder some small things are until its gone. Chucks!

I'm sick of this i'm sick of this stupid blog and gays shit going around.Colin and Kero if u get wat i'm saying here. I mean its just 2 kids either really gay (which i believe so) or just another bunch of childish attention seekers. Whichever way it is, they certainly generate alot of attention nowadays. Not that i'm jealous, i've no reasons to be be either. I just don't understand what the fuss is it about these 2 kids. Haven u people seen gays around? Is it that new to everyone? And the way the type their entries and talk it sounds more girly that i could ever imagine. Plain kiddo childish talk. Sorry but everyone who reads my blogs or knows me knows that i condemn such irritating and stupid way of talking or typing. By the way, i don't really have a thing against gays just in case anyone's wondering. I just find this whole thing about people being so excited or crazy plain moronic! Fuck me , i dun care!

My FYP project is getting me worried nowadays. I thought 15 weeks was a long time but suddenly i realized i have only like 8 weeks left to finish the whole bloody thing. I feel guilty for slacking away 2 - 3 weeks the other time. Worse still, i kinda need help in certain areas but i couldn't get any and din't feel good asking around too. It's like so 'paiseh', keep asking people for help. I could say the project is half completed and now comes the hardest part which i dread - coding and database. I know nuts because i din't take 2 important modules which relates to those to weak areas. This whole project could really drive me nuts but at the same time it makes me alot more independent as a person. I had to eat alone, work alone, do everything alone and basically survive the 15 weeks alone. Fingers crossed i don't screw up anything!

Wel thanks again to my everyone especially my blog readers who've been giving me lots of encouragement and nice words but im fine. In the first place i din't even know my blog is worth reading. I'm surprised but i appreciate and thank u guys for having to read such a boring lousy blog. I guess i'd be updating my whole layout soon. Innovation is essential and of utmost importance in this modern world!