Ordinary Sunday

My immune system seemed to be down right from thursday onwards. It must have been the horrible and ever-changing weather as well as the hours i spent playing soccer under the sun on wednesday. I kept having bouts of flu attacking me every now and then, no matter what medicine i take! Matters weren't help when i went all the way down to Bt Panjang plaza to have cafe cartel's grilled chicken for lunch. Temptation got the better of me, that explains why.

While on the way out to get lunch this afternoon i saw 2 kids playing about in the open with a basketball. Memories, beautiful memories of my childhood came flooding back. I have a never-ending list of childhood memories. How i miss those days, where there was so much freedom and not a single worry at all. All i to do was to play, enjoy myself and make sure my days were lived to the fullest. I remember the 'block or playground catching' games, those 'tamiya' car racings, and all sorts of funny games. I remember every afternoon after school i'd be dying to get home and changed to go out with my friends to play in the neighbourhood until evening where i would come home alll sweaty and dirty, took a bath, have dinner and went to bed. I'd be asleep by 9pm everyday its amazing. Well those were the days. Sweet =D

'Juliet' asked me yesterday if i love designing my pictures and obviously the answer is yes. But not only pictures, i just like designing everything. From home decorations/designs to clothings, to scripts, cards, everything. Maybe because i've an imaginative mind which means i have this thing that is needed to go along with the them designing - CREATIVE that is! Hence i'm prepared to go into designing business or do designing jobs when i eventually begin my career. I think it suits me and most importantly i've interest in it. Well i believe if i get a job that i've got interest in and that i'm good at it, the bucks will follow suit. At least i won't dread going to work every morning too!

Anyway people always assume i edit all my pictures but thats not the case, just look at this picture below, they weren't editted at all except for the words added onto one of them and the size of the picture being made smaller. Do i have good photography skills then? Well i don't know but i know photography is also about imagination as well lol.



Lately i've been happier, i guess i know why too. Well for some things i guess its too late. I don't want to wait all my life, i used to be a dumb fellow waiting on forever and i know by waiting, it would touch some hearts and prove some sincerity but then how long can a person wait? I always believe once a love is broken its broken even if u mend it there'd be cracks. Kylie was right, at least it happened once in my life and i should be contended with it. Love should be set free and not be clinged onto.

I know people will say wow u got over it so fast, u must be a playboy or some shit. But that's not the case, i gave my all and i was fully committed and faithful as well when the bond wasn't broken. Its not a matter of how fast we get over something sometimes. Its like studying, u can study so much and still fail but it doesn't means u're stupid. Same thing for saying u can get over a person u love so much in such a short time but it doesn't mean u dun love that person alot.

There's a time to know when to hold on and there's a time to realize its time to let go. Im choosing to let go so we could both get along with our lives. Its really pointless to cling on sometimes, its like trying to act as someone u're not. Eventually u'd still return to your original self. Like i say, once broken its broken.