Rainy Sunday

I don't know what to write, I've been feeling emotional the whole day. Shall come to that later on. Well, went to liquid room last night with 'sweets', szewei and yuting. The flame from the 'waterfall' must have dripped onto my fringe or something, part of it was BURNT! Got a shock when i went to the toilet but luckily wasn't too bad and managed to snip away those burnt ones when i got home. Damn i'm so careless. That aside, I had a great time chilling out there and and even sweeter journey home. Sweet because....well...i shall skip this part. Some things need not be said anyway =D

Back to the emotional part. I guess much of it must have come from watching the drama 'Virtues of Harmony' this afternoon. I love 'watching' romance, whether its in the drama, movies or in reality. Seeing a couple happily doing childish or sweet little things or having those little brickering stuffs do bring a smile to my face sometimes. I wouldn't really feel jealous most of the time but i'd just feel emotional and sentimental. I would want to be the guy in those dramas, movies or reality siutations.

Well today's episode taught me something, that when one's in love its obvious to all but ourselves. Sometimes we love a person but refuse to admit it. Even at times forced ourselves to treat that person in a cold, cruel manner. But when that person's not around we'd start to feel regretful or 'soft' inside our heart.

The past few episodes also make me want what I've long wanted even more - living together with my love. Just think of how great that could be, having the whole house to ourselves. Doing grocery shopping together, cooking, laundry, having breakfast together, etc. That's simply so beautiful. Well love is always beautiful in the first place. Its ugly only because we choose to stain it with our wrong-doings.