Blue

I'm so drained and feeling so blue, sick and tired of everything. I need a break from this current lifestyle. I mean it, I need to keep myself away from things concerning the world cup. I might just end up in a ward in woodbridge if I don't do so.

I need a big breathing space, I need to get out to the beach or some windy breezy place where I can 'cast' all my troubles into the wind. Staying at home isn't helping at all. I feel caged and suffocated.

Everything is in a big mess, projects, world cup, friends, blah. I'm going away for awhile......away from this life.