I feel extremely guilty

I won't like it if someone place me on 'Singapore Airlines', I would probably curse and get so pissed if I'd even reached the place. I can imagine how pissed sze wei feel right now. Damn I'm supposed to meet him at clark quay at 1030 and for some reasons I jolly well screwed up and overslept. No excuses, he said wat done is done. He didn't sound agigated but I know he's fumming mad. Who wouldn't? I din't know what to say except repeated 'sorry's which I know is of no cure. I feel fucking bad and guilty, I cant just treat it as nothing happened because I know how it feels. Plus the fact that this is like the 2nd time I did such a thing, not on purpose but its still horrible....

What can I blame? Nothing. It was like 7pm when I stopped writing the report and I thought I would take a rest on the bed. God knows I fell asleep without the hp under my pillow. The rest is history. Sigh, there goes my Saturday night, my weekends but I just hoped it doesnt result in a dent in the friendship. I wished someone would just scream the fuck at me or just punch me. It feels better this way.