I feel so handicapped!

Went for my follow-up at the hospital this morning. Everything's fine except there's alot of blood and should everything goes smoothly I'd be having my 2nd operation in 5 weeks time. Will be going back to the hospital every week though, how troublesome.

But the good thing is that I could at least get out of my house and avoid facing 4 walls and lots of boredroom like today where I couldn't resist going to town to eat, walk around, basically just to have a feel of a fresh enviroment. Have to thank Peijun for accompanying me the whole day and we do look like 2 fellas who have just got into an accident as both our hands were bandaged or plastered up. I finally got my hands on 2 books that I've been eyeing on for quite sometime as well. Never mind that it costs like 80 bucks because its gonna help to cure alot of boredroom at home.

I feel no better like a handicapped person, there are so many things I couldn't do or eat. The thought of having to live this way for another month or so is depressing. These are what I'm going to endure for at least 30 days :

-No smoking
-No alcohol
-No eggs
-No chicken meat
-No seafood
-No sports
-No breathing in of smoke
-Bath with one hand
-Can't carry heavy stuffs
-Can't type with both hands
-Can't work
-Pain and discomfort every night

I guess there should be more but I couldn't get any more out of my brains for now. Pathetic, what am I supposed to do for like 30 days!? Suddenly I feel so lonely.....


Doesn't seem any better =(


What I got for $80