Listless Life

Why do sick people feel so lonely? I guess I have the answer - they can't do things they want. Staying at home for 5 days a week without counting the hospital check up is extremely boring and miserable. Take into account the things I can't do and eat and it all sums up to a pathetic plight.

How I miss school. How I miss working. Having things to do, having people to talk to. I've been trying hard to do things at home. Cleared my desk, sorted all my old notes, exam papers, and other shits into files and even cleared my entire laptop of unwanted programs and files. Still, I ran out of stuffs to do sooner than I thought.

Reading is an alternative but my eyes do get tired after afew hours. How much I longed for friday to come. At least weekends I'd be able to go out for a party or something.

Doctor said my operation would be on the 3rd of October if the bone develops well. But after which I would have to rest for 2-3 weeks. This is extremely bad news, the thought of spending more time behind 4 walls is depressing!