The missing sparkles

These days, I feel as though as my life's really listless to begin with. I feel as though as there are sparks missing from it. Maybe its a side effect as a result of being stuck at home more often than I would have liked.

Bit by bit, my life is slowly becoming disillusioned. Bit by bit, the colors are fading. Soon it would be colorless - black and white.

Every morning I opened up my eyes, I wished I had something to look forward to. Be it going to school or work, having to complete an assignment or report, having a date or activity, they all suits me fine. Now I realized how restless my brains could be. How much I miss school and work now.

I feel I'm missing the sparkles that a relationship could bring as well. The excitement of knowing that almost everyday there's something to look forward to, can be really joyous at times. More importantly, the feeling of being loved by someone u love is second to none. I've been single for months ever since Joreen broke off with me and much as I enjoy the fruits of singlehood I've to admit I'm more than missing the sparkles of a relationship. I'd gradually scarifice these 'fruits' for love.

Why is my life getting so dull uh, seeing others' blog filled with pictures and entries about times spent with their friends or loved ones makes me green with envy sometimes. I've got to spice it up somehow, this can't be going on.