In Singapore, majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB), and most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP) all the time.

Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB)! And if that's not good enough, somebody still Purposely Wanna Dig (PWD) and get more from you.

So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Enviroment (MOE)?

With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS), you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA), which leaves some people Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB) and forced to live on the Loan Technique Always (LTA).

When you fall sick, you are admitted into one of the few Money Operating Hospitals (MOH). You are able to use your Cash Pior to Funeral (CPF) fund to pay your bills there.

If you are suay though, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat treat you and you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH).

Government also says that to discourage people from buying too many cars, motorists have to Pay Cash on Expressways (COE).

If that doesn't helps, they always Enternally Raise Prices (ERP) on major roads in the city.

If you don't own a car, you can always Make a mad Rush to the Train (MRT), or get squashed like a ham in a hamburger in a bus Side by Side (SBS).

Lastly, under all these pressure from school or work commitments, there aren't many places we can relax, not even the good old places we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA) !!

Look at the number of tickets I have for this milkshake party peeps, for all those who are considering going zoukout on that day itself, do read some of the bennefits of this party first :)

So why bother to pay the high ticket prices for zoukout ($45 & above i think?) and there's no drinks. Whats more if it rains everyone's gonna be soaked badly. Not to mention mosquitos!

Ok I sound biased and anti-zouk but I'm not, just promoting this party. Its gonna be huge, believe me, real huge especially its on a Saturday!

So peeps, do message me anytime for ur free tickets! And for those who are going, please use ur IC instead of student passes thanks to some stucked up door bitch.

Stuffed myself at home yesterday. It was like the first Saturday for as long as I could remember that I didn't went out. I'm not complaining either, it felt good staying at home on a Saturday night watching soccer and having supper for once. I was able to wake up this morning feeling good unlike when I'm partying on Saturday nights and would struggle to wake up on Sunday mornings.

Won't be staying home later evening though, gonna go down to town to collect the tickets for the Milkshake event as well as to pass alvin my soccer boots. This party promises to be even bigger than tertiary fling 3, so those who want the free tickets which includes a free drink please drop me a message :)

I saw this scandinavian xmas tree at Takashimaya on Thursday. It could rotate round and round and has sky blue and white lights flashing at intervals. Perfect! I may just buy a smaller one home next month. I'd always yearned to have an xmas tree at home! Decorating a tree sounds fun too haha!

Talking about x'mas trees and lights, whenever I see the bright, flashy lights and decorations along the streets in town, I'd feel emo. X'Mas lights.....they are supposed to bring joy, laughter and mark a special occassion. So why am I feeling this way?

I believe its due to a spark-less and color-less life I'm having. Its like feeling naked and all alone in a big city. Oh well when will I find the missing sparkle in my life? =(

Tertiary Fling 3

One could be forgiven for mistaking MOS for having an x'Mas or new year eve party if he'd walked past the place yesterday night. It wasn't packed, it was swarmed with hordes of humanties! So chaotic, messy and crowded that the security had to put up metal barrages to ensure the queues would be smooth. Not that it help either especially when the queue was like endless!





I wasn't having very pleasant time out there either even though I didn't have to queue as I was on the VIP guestlist. Reason being the incredible and irritating amount of calls and sms-es especially that I was receiving every minute! Imagine walking and talking on the phone trying to locate someone in this kind of crowd.....



.......and then there's 2nd line and lots of sms-es asking where are you, can u sign me in, i need bla bla amount of tickets, etc etc. Terrible! I remember there was this girl whom I was supposed to pass tickets to her telling me to look for her and that she's wearing black and white strips. I nearly screamed at her! As if she's the only one wearing that color out there!

Even when I've finished distributing my tickets to all those who have reserved from me, there wasn't any peace either. The sms-es kept coming non stop, the calls too. I had to help my friends to cut queues, settle disputes and whatever shit that is thrown at me. I swear I hate the door bitch as well.

Inside, it was a real chaotic and packed party. Happening it may be but it was almost impossible for everyone to stick together. Everyone were scattered like salt in the wind. Overall the turn-out was a huge success but the queue and order were terrible. Great FREE party but it could certainly be improvised!

I hear people complaining about the dance floor having so many guys but little girls. Come to think of it would any girl love squeezing into a horde of guys and get grinded? And there's always more guys than girls on the dance floors in every club.

One incident to note, I went into the wrong toilet for the 1st time in my life! I wasn't drunk or what just that I was in such a hurry to pee! The girls inside were like jaws dropping halfway through styling or touching up their make up in the mirror!

Alright, I'm dead tired, lets have pictures!


Carol & Me


Ali posing outside burger king, i think i snap this pic really well haha


Ashley :D


Carol & Jane, wow im lucky haha


And my good old pal kenneth


Not forgetting daniel...


My 'lao qing ren' Rachel.... :p


Serene & I finally we have 1 picture taken together! Duhs!


Crystal, Julia & Candi

Haha wtf is this? :D


Me, Kylie & Erin those 2 seem really starved of clubbing from the way they dance lol


Kenneth & Jane




Take pic with erin very stress -.-


Candid shot


Julia~


Michelle & Ali dancing


VIP room gathering




More pictures of the long queue :p

People never seem to think twice about shouting at the top of their voice "LOVE SUCKS!" when things in a relationship doesn't goes or turn out the way the wish or expects. When a relationship turns sours or ends, how often do we find ourselves blaming ourself? Hardly isn't it. Instead we always blame the other party or blame it on love itself being sucky.

A simple siutation : Boy wanna party with his mates but doesn't wants girl to be there because he wanted to enjoy himself fully. Girl already isn't please with boy clubbing so she got even pissed off when he refuse to bring her along. They argue and quarrel over it. A week later girl went partying with her galfriends without bringing boy along. Again the same thing happen. But did they ever tried to understand or think of the reasons why their partners didn't want to bring them along?

They did but they focused on the negative ones like: "Aiya he just wanna go there to fish girls mah"........"Aiya I not around so she can fool around with guys what".

Would such a siutation be avoided if they had, in the very first place realize and understand each other's intentions? Or even better still, know that their partners are clubbers and can't expect them to be homely?

Humans goes through a cycle where they meet new people, start dating them and get into a relationship and more than often enough, end up breaking free away from it. The root of the problem though doesn't lies in the relationship or the people they met. More than often it lies with themselves. Why bother to get into a relationship knowing u can't commit or settle down yet? Why get into a relationship knowing that the person is a jerk, bastard and yet hoping that you could change him? Naive! How about getting into a relationship without knowing the person well? Blinded by pure fantasy or love at 1st sight? Blame yourself!

More than often enough, and having experience it at first hand myself, ladies tend to expect guys to treat them the same from the start all the way. They would ask things like "Last time u would call me every morning but now u don't!"

Then they start thinking the relationship have grown stale or even worse, that their partners have met someone new or lost interest in them. Ridiculous! It always happens when girls reflect back on the beginning of their relationships, the sweet things their guys did for them, the nice honeyed words they get to hear everyday and so on.

Do they fail to understand that such a period is usually known as a honeymoon period and as the relationship develops so do people? U can't expect a company to grow financially if it keep on selling the same products do you? How about asking themselves if they're treating their guys the same sweet and wonderful way like in the beginning of the relationship?

Love doesn't sucks at all, its the way we handle it that sucks. Love blinds people but it's up to them to wake up and see reality. I'm having all the fun I could have asked for by staying single but I still wished I'm in love this very moment. Havng say that though, its no point pushing myself when I know I have difficulties committing until I found the right person.

Know yourself, your limits and your partner and somehow love would be wonderful. Being in love is afterall a more wonderful feeling than owning a ferrari.

As of today I officially declare myself 'unfit' for any parties until the 23rd later this month. Parties and clubbing sessions are taking quite alot out of me physically, financially, and mentally. I'm exhausted in all 3 aspect so I'm gonna give myself a 2 weeks break until the red hot tertiary fling party @ mos on 23rd.

Those who are interested to go don't hesitate to ask me for free tickets alright. It's gonna be a full house party so ask me while stock last!

Went shopping again and here's what I bought :

A tommy hilfiger shirt @ $138

Diamond neck-chain @ $30

A brown striped crew t-shirt from topshop $ 36

A brown leather belt from zara @ $59.90

Pair of nike street soccer boots @ $69

Pre-Ordered liverpool jersey with name, number & badge @ $139

Total damage $471.90!

Oh shit and its not even x'Mas yet! Gonna stop for now, I have to!

Too lazy to write anything so shall post some pictures of the whoisgoing Attica party on Thursday instead. Its a hella big group but certainly fun to hang out with especially for clubbing.

First Love

She was 16 and he was 18. They came from the same school but it was through sheer coincidence that created their first meeting. The boy was sleeping in class when his partner asked him to skip school to join the others at a friend's house. Initially he didn't wanted to leave but eventually did. The girl was already at the friend's house. That was how they first met.

They chatted often online on the IRC and eventually went out together for the very first time one afternoon after school. He was a rowdy bad-boy gangster on the mend while she was a typical playful down to earth girl. Somehow they just seem to click and went on to become a couple.

Almost instantly, they became a celebrity couple in their own circle of friends and acquaintances. It was due to the fact that they were an inseparable in the eyes of many. They were always together, doing things together and having lots of adventure. The numerous love-getys(neo print cards) they took fill up many people's personal websites.

Every month right from the first, they would celebrate their monthly anniversaries and they would never fail to give each other little gifts or surprises. They were the envy of many others.

He was strict with her while she was able to tame the devil in him. They'd meet everyday, chat every night and have breakfast nearly every morning before school. Many times over breakfast, they could simple look at each other in the eyes and have the same thoughts that cross their minds - skip sch. "Your place or mine?" They would both ask each other at the same time. They developed a telepathy understanding with each other overtime and could easily read each other's mind sometimes.

On her birthday, he played a 'cold joke' on her by insisting she meet him at one of suntec city's escalator. She was puzzled as to why couldn't they meet and go there together and why must it be that particular escalator when there were so many of them in the mall. Eventually when she saw him, she got so embarassed that she started blushing. There he was, with his first bouquet of flowers for her. He gave it to her and planted a kiss on her cheeks. They grew red instantly as curious passer-bys stared.

Then he took her downstairs where he bought her a cake and went up to the balcony rooftop of the mall. He lit the candles and sang her her birthday song and gave her her birthday gift. In return, she gave him a bottle of David Doff perfume as a monthly anniversary gift. They ate the cake there much to the amusement of some 'unlucky' passerbys.

In return on his birthday, she spent the night at his place as usual during the weekend. And as usual, he went for his soccer game the next morning, leaving her to continue her sleep. It was strange that day though, she kept asking him what time he'd be coming back and seem to want the exact time. When he got home, he smelt something nice coming from his house while at the doorstep. She had insisted he knock the door instead of opening it with his keys.

He realized why soon after. Right on the dinning table was a set of perfectly prepared western meal - grilled chicken. It smelt so good and look so lovely, not to mention how hungry he was after the game. He melt instantly and couldn't believe his eyes.

Throughout the 11 months leading up to their 1 year anniversary, they'd spent countless times, did countless things, shared countless joys and sorrows and weathered countless storms together. They learnt cooking together, completed a 1000pieces jigsaw within 2 days, spent over 1k shopping until their hands were full, studied together, spared each other on billiards often, and set many goals and ambitions for them.

Although quarrels and bad times weren't spared, there were often more good times than bad ones. They loved each other dearly. The silver ring on his 4th finger meant so much to him that everytime he scored a goal during a soccer game, he would kiss the ring. Whenever she said she's hungry he'd pop up at her place with whatever she craved for.

They saved and strived hard and eventually had enough to book for their cruise to celebrate their 1 year anniversary. They took 2 days off from school without permission just to celebrate the occassion. In the days leading up to the cruise, they were so excited and even went shopping to shop for new clothes and stuffs to wear and bring onto the ship.

The 3 days he spent with her on the ship were one of the most beautiful days of his life. Waking up next to someone he loved so dearly and seemily having the entire ship to them was all too real for him to believe. For the first time in his life, he felt whole and felt like they were an old couple, not a 18 and 16 year old. There were alot of fond memories on the ship such as playing bacarat in the casino, drinking wine together, having breakfast while watching the sunrise, exploring the ship and others. On the final day the ship sailed by to habour front, neither of them could bear to alight the ship.

Who were to know that 3months later tradegy would struck.

She'd never liked him playing soccer and they'd always quarrelled over it. One afternoon, they were both at his place when he told her he'd be going off to school to do some crafts work. She was to stay at his place and wait for him. She went to school to look for him but found him on the soccer court instead. She got so furious that she gave him a tongue lashing in front of the coffeeshop for lying over such a trival thing and stormed off in a cab.

They had a cold war and eventually broked off. She couldn't bring herself to forgive him for lying time and time again over trival small matters.

Weeks passed. They soon realized they missed and yearned for each other's company. Things had also slimmered down by then. They had a peaceful meet up. He brought her to the lake at 'xiao guilin' where they had a heart to heart talk. The moment they met, their eyes craved the affection they've been missing for those weeks. She went soft but was still not quite willing to give him the second chance he asked for. She asked for more time instead. They parted ways in a peaceful and much happier way this time round.

A week or so passed and she'd finally agreed to forgive him and patched things up. He was overjoyed and she came over to his place as usual. He was slacking on the bed when she screamed at him to come over. "How do u explain this?!" She asked in a very furious tone. He looked at the computer screen and was horrified to see the chat log of the conversation he had with this girl.

It happened that one day during that week, he'd gone out with a girl to catch a show. The worst part was that in the cinema, he tried to hold her hands. They had chatted over this on the IRC and it was all recorded in the chat log. No matter how u hide a lie, heaven has a way to reveal it - he learnt this painful but never to be forgotten lesson.

She demanded a break-up and during that period of time, she got to know a colleague who rides a bike. He'd never met him before but have never had a good impression of him. It happened that on the night she demanded a break-up after finding out about the dreadful chat log, things got so heated that it ended terribly.

First, he was reluctant to let her go and kept holding on to her so tightly that her arms got bruised 2 weeks after that night. He lost his temper and banged his fist on the wall so hard that the clock fell and hit her shoulder. He cried and begged her to stay. She refused and the whole thing got so big that neighbours called the police, his uncle and good friend rushed over to try and calm things down. It was nearly 4am midnight. Eventually she left on the bike of the guy. That was also the day his harted for bikes reached the boiling point.

Thereafter, for 7 months he lived like a gay. He distanced himself from girls and went straight home after school everyday. He kept to himself and cried himself to sleep sometimes at night. He learnt the painful but valuable lesson of never to lie, especially to a loved one. It was more than 7 months later before he eventually opened up slowly. His last gift to her was a book which he wrote about the entire love chapters in their relationship. He became honest and straight forward, learning many valuable lessons as well although it was all too late.

5 Years later, they've both grown up and have their own life. One night, he asked himself....."among all his ex-gfs which one does he loved the most and which one left the most memories"? His answer was her. 5 Years later he wondered about all the 'what could have been' and 'ifs'. After all these years, she was still the only one who could tame and influence him greatly. 5 Years later he realized that she may be his 2nd gf but she was his first love and like the saying goes, first loves are all special in some way.

Crap

149 friends on my msn list and I couldn't even find 1 who can go shopping with me tomorrow.

Tell me if this is crap!