Daniel's finally sent me the pictures but what the hell there are like so few of them I wished my camera's still in perfect working condition I'd definitely have like 20 times more the number of pictures he took. Arghh...nevertheless, here's some of the pictures taken from the tequila shots challenge on that dark black Friday night in Double O bar.
Weirenn and me were the 1st ones to get started....
Lyon & Kenneth
Ethan & Ricky
It was funny, that was my virgin night at Double O and it was already kind of a bad experience thanks to stupid stucked up bouncers who refuse me entry and showed me some 'beat-me-lah' face. All because most of my friends were like wasted and they assumed I'm one of them. Truly idiotic but they finally let me in after some pointless discussion.
Just when I thought my night was gonna end straight after Dbl O, I found myself at some KTV pub called 'ColorZone' with some of the others. It was like the first time since donkey years ago that I stepped into such a place. That was when I saw her there and everything started going wrong. She was crying non stop and then typed this into her phone and showed me.
"I did u wrong when we were still together"
I didn't knew whether to push her away of continue holding her at that moment. My mind was like in a total blank. But I couldn't possibly push a sobbering girl away, could I? The next 2 hours or so were chaotic, I got so angry I almost lost it and smashed the chair at the bus stop. I ended up seeking 'refuge' at Serene's place and having to trouble her for putting up with me when she herself was sick. Thanks, I appreciated it.
My love for her evaporated that night. I've firmly placed everything behind me. At least now I've got a very clear idea what I want or seek in a girlfriend and relationship. What I want is a woman, not a girl. Closing this chapter in my life, I'm moving on and nothing's gonna stop me from moving ahead. I may sound like a jerk for not giving a damn to the whole thing but the truth is that one should always look ahead and when one door closes, another one opens up. I just don't wanna miss the next boat or arrive too late when the new door's just closed.
