I've come a long way

Walking home after work this evening, I realized my mindset have come a long way. I still feel all the the same as before, lots of emotions, lots of imagination, moody at times, confident other times but I no longer think like before. My thinking have changed.

In the face of rejection I no long wallow myself in sorrow, feeling sympathetic for myself. I stand up and walk on, telling myself I'd go on to show what others have missed out on. I no longer dwell on it as much as before, I believe everything happens for a reason and constant presistence will only yield eventual success.

Meetings with failure no longer gives me the impression I'm lousy or incapable. It only mean I haven't been using the right stratey to handle things. It simply mean I am capable of doing better and as long as I change my strategy and try all over again I will eventually succeed.

I look back at the times I so often say things like "I'm such a failure", "I'm a jinx" and see that its all history now. I still feel awful and demoralised sometimes but I no longer allow these demons to get the better of me.

In similiar siutations in the past, the distance from the MRT station to my house seem like eternity and every step I took it seem like there were knives piercing through my feets, doubling up my pain but today its so different. There were so much positive energy in me and each step is like a stepping stone towards greatness. The journey didn't seem like forever this time, it seem more like a walk in the clouds.

Sometimes it's good to shed a tear or 2 on things and move on.

Alrights pictures time, taken at shodown2 party @ mos again on thursday. Wasn't that fun as before but nevertheless I savoured every moment of it right until 1.30am.


Denis & me


Samuel Ronnie & Me


My silly fcuktress mates


Even sillier







I had my first Indian cuisine




Reverence =)