The rain makes me emo

I should be fast asleep at this moment and wake up at 3.3am to catch my liverpool against barcelona in another titanic match but heck the bloody flu and even crazier sore throat and phlegm ensured my eyes are wide open now. I've no idea how I'm going back to office tomorrow, I seriously feel like going to the doctor and get 2 days off which gives me the chance to be fully rested and be ready for tomorrow's Tertiary Fling 5 party haha! Now u know why NSFs always say MCs are their best friends, its better than sex! Free medicine, can stay at home and still get that pathetic amount of allowance each month!

Recently it's been raining or at least having some drizzle of rainfall in the evening and I'm starting to love it. Whenever it rains, especially in the evening when I have to walk from my office all the way to the main security office, I'd walk through the rain. And this seem to trigger the emotional side of me instantly. In my mind, some old sad songs will start playing automatically.

Walking through the rain, it seem to freed me of all my troubles. It seem to bring a smile to my face even if it isn't visible physically. I feel emotional all over, past images of my love life started flooding back. The jolly good times, the beautiful memories. It also occurred to me how long a way I've came in the last 10 years to where I am now. My life isn't complete, it would certainly be great to have someone walking through the rain with me.