Tired, really tired

Constant night outs and parties are really taking their toll on me. I dragged myself home this morning feeling so horribly tired and I still have to go back to office without sleeping a wink.

Sometimes I feel this isn't the life I want. I don't wanna grow up a drunkard or a hardcore clubber. I know this is the image I potray in many people's eyes but actually deep down I just want a very happy and relaxing life.

Then again at times I don't know why I ended up going to parties so frequently. Sometimes its good to hang out with friends but too often so makes it a very tiring process.

I had my fair share of fun tonight but I also think I look like some shagged piece of shit to be honest. I'm going to live a healthier life from now on, I know I wouldn't be able to avoid parties or drinking sessions completely but I will place a limit on myself now. I wanna look good and feel good like before once again.

I met alot of people tonight as usual, it got my overworked brains giddy at times. Yiz left an impression on me though. :)