Good Friday

I felt very emo when I went back to school to play soccer this morning. Just waiting for the bus itself at the bus stop rewinded all the memories of my 3 1/2 years there back. I felt like a bird which have just been let out of the cage. To say I fully missed school and just going to school itself is appropriate. It's funny how at times during my poly days I'd dread going to school. Well I guess it goes to show that we humans never cherish and appreciate things only until they are gone.

Having led a regimental ns life for months, going back to school today was such a refreshing change I fully welcomed. At the bus stop, it was another familiar sight with all the sim students as it was holidays for the poly ones. Still, its such a familiar sight. For 3 1/2 years I was just like them, dressing up, waiting for bus and going to school. The bus journey was kinda emotional to me, and made me realized how much a difference school and ns life is. I certainly know which I will choose if I'm given a choice.

Playing soccer with the guys out in the hellish hot sun for hours after afew months felt great as well. I'm rusty and unfit naturally but it feels so great and carefree out there. I love soccer not only because its fun and its my passion and hobby but also because it allows me to express myself fully. There is no restrictions simply and the real me is so often out there for all to see. Not the shy and quiet one but the confident, loud and full of passion one.

It feels really good today, certainly like a Saturday. Even though the day isn't yet over I'm so satisfied with it. I feel zen today :)