Destiny in my palms



What do I really want? I struggle to answer myself everytime I ask myself this question. Logically of course I want to be successful, I want happiness, more money, the list goes on and on. That simple question have suddenly become all to vauge u see, I've got no specific idea of those 'wants', and even little idea of how to acheive them specifically in my life. I've realized that all these 'wants' are just states that I created in my mind.

Some people would think they want happiness and that in the form of money but when they have all the money in the world, they are still not entirely happy. Why? Because if u cannot learn to be happy now, u will never be happy. Happiness is a state of mind.

Knowing excatly what I want is so wonderful and mind blowing it allows me to focus on excatly what is needed to get to where i want to be. We humans are like the computer actually, if u dont give a specific instruction to the computer it wouldn't be able to execute the command.

Now that I've set myself tactically and specifically on the road to acheiving things I want, I know I wouldn't fall into someone else's plans. This is a harsh reality in life, if u have no plans u fall into someone else's plans. If u follow what others do u will get what others get as well. Life is like a river with alot of different streams and tributaries and I'm able to say I row my own boat, I decide which stream I want to take and not allow my uncertainities to be drifted along randomly by the river. I will be drifting aimlessly if I do not have a clear idea of where I'm going.

I believe in my own destiny lying in my own palms. I believe in scarificing whatever comfort zones I'm living in to reach there. Nothing's gonna stop me, not a night of making merry and definitely not the inevitable fear of failure that exists in every human's mindsets.