I hate being sick

It seem that the medical centre's flu medicine in my camp has an adverse effect that causes fever, for the second time I got hit by this kind of fever that blows hot and cold. I can sweat out all t he water in my body and suddenly I'm wearing jacket in such warm conditions. Worse still, the flu isn't showing any signs of going away, having blocked nose with some of those liquid stuff flowing out is the worst thing that can happen when u try to sleep. Shall take some old medicine and see if I'd be okie by tomorrow.

Wierdly enough now I hate taking MCs, actually to be honest I hate taking MCs when I'm really sick as I have like so many things to do. It's best if I can 'geng' an MC when I'm not really sick! I must start putting a mug or flask of plain water on my office desk everyday, my urine for the past few days showed signs of being 'gum jek', it means too yellowish and too much sugar and heaty stuffs and a lack of water. Now could water be the difference to not only good health but also nicer hair texture? I read on some healthcare websites that consuming plenty of plain water allows one's hair to grow softer, and prevent those frizzy strands from appearing. No harm trying, I shall just learn to consume at least 8 glasses of water daily, something I've always failed to do all my life.



And yes when I'm sick, this is my favourite dish, I don't mean it's my favourite but it's the next best thing to being able to eat something that has taste and suitable for sicknotes. It's called 'Mee Tai Bak'.

Today Liyin asked me why I have to do these to myself, that I look okay and there's nothing wrong with my appearance. In fact I've been hearing quite abit of this question from nearly basically everyone who knows about what I'm going to do. My answer has always been the same though - I'm realistic and I'm not drop dead gorgeous am I? Yes I'm hell bent on becoming drop dead gorgeous, say what people want but at the end of the day it's my own happiness.