Selfish Syndrome

In the movie "28 weeks later", it was a virus known as the rage virus that turned humans into zombies filled with rage. If that was the rage virus, then what I've inflict upon myself can be known as the selfish syndrome. On the road to glory, I will leave no stones unturned and show no compassion to anyone - yes anyone and everyone. I concluded that if I want to reach my target successfuly in the shortest possible time, alot sacrifices will have to be made. There is simply no time and space for abit of everything. Maybe just a bit. I used to think that if I plan my schedule well I will always have a time for everything but in this case there isn't any.

Nothing is more important than myself, myself and myself. I'm all about myself, I live for that. I thought of 'disappearing' for this foreseeable period of time from everyone and everything. A second contemplation brought upon me that its not possible to shut out everything, everyone and just vanish into thin air. But I could do with having less interactions, contacts and keeping my profile as low as possible. I don't like being low profile to be honest, I've always enjoyed being in the limelight, be it for the right or wrong reasons. I like attention, so this is also a form of sacrifice to me.

Humans, u know they are superficial and extremely plastic. There are a jungle full of the and it's not possible to realize who they actually are. Being nice to someone runs the risk of being taken advantage of. The most beautiful vase is sometimes the most flawed one.