The Grass Is Greener

My birthday seem to brought me better days, these days I sleep better, breathe easier and wake up happier each day. For a start, the change in boss certainly helps. Words can't express what a relief it is having a new boss whose personality is a total 101% opposite that of the previous one. What a refreshing change it is, I don't feel so much pressure as before. I made an error while compiling some stock records, he didn't told me off and even explain to me the purpose of compiling them. If it was the previous bitch? I would have been given a tongue lashing straight away. I think god is watching over me sometimes, I know my temper wouldn't last the distance with that bitch. Its sooner or later I finally explode again, the consequences would be dire.

I love my birthday this year it was simple but worth remembering. Such occassions, it's always the thoughts, the people u spent it with and the efforts that counts. Still there were afew people I'm really disappointed with, these are the very few of those whom I thought were the closer ones to me and yet somehow they didn't even wish me happy birthday, some only did afew days later. On the positive note, words can't express how much I appreciate the effort placed in on Saturday.

It's been really quite afew years since I last heard a birthday song meant for me, and it's sang so loud it got a little embarassing at times. Been ages too since I last had a proper birthday cake, u know these little things mean alot to me. That was also the first time these guys actually celebrate a birthday for me after 4 years! Damn what took them so long haha but it's really worth the wait actually. It's such things that makes u appreciate people more, I'm an appreciative person even though at times I may not say much.

And so June passes just like that, 1/2 a year is gone. July's gonna be quiet, time to focus on the important issues and stop wasting time having fun out there. I really have too little time to spare and too much to accomplish. I've been thinking hard, whether I should just change my msn address for once and for all. I'm sick of having so many people I seldom chat with in my list and yet u know some of them u just can't erase, it's either old friends or those that u know u will have to contact them in future maybe. Whatever it is, those who found themselves in my new list are those I feel worthly of having the tag 'friend' in my dictionary. Those whom I left out? Well sorry I can't please everyone, how I treat u is also how u treat me.

August has to come fast, I'm awaiting my Bangkok trip. A much needed holiday break, I'm so sick of Singapore!



They made my day, like totally!