
Today is a really a day to forget. Right from the moment I opened my eyes at 5.30am I've been feeling so damn lousy ever since. I couldn't focus at work, showed my black face all day long, threw all sorts of attitudes and almost snap twice. There's something bothering me, I can't for sure say it out directly, I can't.
But it's like you know, within such a short space of time, things can change so much. It can make such a big difference. Yes I certainly know it and I hate feeling this kind of blues, it's so bothering and worst part is I can't seem to do anything about it. This world is funny beyond doubt sometimes, what's seem so nice and exciting today could turn out to be funeral tomorrow.
I hate my instincts and 6th senses sometimes, they are ever so accurate and rarely lets me down. Sometimes it's not a matter of thinking too much, rather its like the writing is already on the wall. I knew it I knew it, I knew what was coming and yet I can't do anything about it. I feel so damn miserable now I don't even feel like going to the party tomorrow anymore, afterall I don't have anyone to go with. Going out isn't about the place sometimes it's about whom u go with that matters.
Sigh, somewhere down there I feel kinda painful and it shouldn't even have happened at all. Absence makes presence significant but I guess I'm just an insignificant one.