Depressing

Never in my life have I imagine that I woould one day require these...



I'm those who have a thick crop of hair, so thick that it is so irritating sometimes. It takes me alot of courage to write this. This is a huge blow to my confidence, my manhood, my life. This is also what happens when you don't listen to your Mom and constantly color your hair. Make no mistakes, hair dye have nothing to do with this, an accident at the saloon did. It is just my guess because the signs were obvious - I'm losing hair on a particular part of my head in front by the sides. Everywhere else is very normal. That part is also the part where it bore the blunt of the accident. I was bleaching my hair and trying to get it turned into baby blue. The bleach probably stayed too long or the heater was too hot, my hair scalp bleed, there was a little cut and I suspect all those chemicals had gone in and 2 or 3 years later the results were finally visible.

Although it isn't very obvious and it could be hidden, that is not the long term solution. It is a very devasting blow that nobody will really understand until a person as vain as me starts losing his/her hair. I am 24, and the thought of going bald (even though its just an imagination) so young is making me really depressed. It is more depressing than when a girl walks out on u in the middle of sex.

I'm not giving up, never. I know the problem can be rectified, it is not impossible and I promise myself as long I'm still breathing I will do everything I can to solve it, even if it means having to go undergo that special scalp patching which costs over $10,000 SGD. Right now I can only hope the shampoo and conditioner helps. It is not a big problem yet, but it is causing me huge worries.

Sigh..