My not-so-charmed life

I admit I seldom visit or read blogs, but when I do I tend to read a whole pile of them. Today is just one of those days. Something hit me when I scroll through all those blogs - that my blog is damn plain and listless. Not true uh, as much as I try to convince myself it doesn't works. Then I think of it, hey it used to be full of life but then the key word is 'used to' and that is past tense.

I think the past 1 year my life is getting washed off, my circle of friends is dwindling with each passing days. I find myself at home at times or days when I used to be out. People just don't believe me on this part, it's so irritating. I don't really know why my life is getting listless and plain but I put it down to a few factors - the lack of real friends, boring personality, no love life....etc. It's abit depressing to be honest when I see others' blogs filled with so much life, daily happenings, pictures, stories, all sorts of things they can write about.

Should I close down this blog for good?
This is sad.